Jen never died but everyone else thinks shes dead, and she cant tell them, because she isnt jenny shepherd any more, shes in witness protection. Thought thingy..
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I watch him from afar, the only man I ever loved, Jethro Gibbs. I miss him so much. All I want is to run up to him, and kiss him, I love him and we can't be together because they put me in witness protection. I love him, I watch him from afar, but he has no idea. When I got shot in the dinner, I found out they were the same men that tried to kill us in Paris...god I miss Paris, it was so romantic, and best of all I had Jethro, and he loved me, I messed it up, I left him, but I never took my heart with me, I gave it to him, and now it is is shattered but he holds the key. I love him, I watch him and he may never know....I hope I can get out of Witness Protection, because the only thing I want in the world is him, but if I do go to him, they will kill him too, I wish it was simple, I wish I could love him, I wish I could be with him, but I can't and it hurts to think that I may never get to kiss him again, to have him hold me close, to be with him, or to make love to him like we used to. I may not survive long enough to get out of witness protection, Im ill, Im dying, and the only one I want is him. Does he miss me? Has he grieved for me? Will he ever know that I never died? Or will he find out too late, and find me dead from the disease?
I love him, I watch him and he may never know