Jenny writes a letter to Jethro
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'Dear Jethro,
I'm writing this letter to you because I am dying, so by the time you read this it will be too late, either that or you've been snooping around my study while I'm not there! and theres a few things that I need to tell you in order, to be at peace with myself.
I'm sorry I left you. When I left I never realised how much it would hurt. I know I hurt you, and I betrayed your trust by leaving you, but I also broke my own heart by not staying. i never meant to hurt you, and I am so sorry for that. Please know that I never stopped loving you, you always had my heart, and I never loved anyone else. You are the world to me, even now. Please know I never meant to hurt you. I know I told you that I left for a career, but truth be told, I left because I was scared, I was scared that the love you showed me was an act, that it was simply part of our undercover op, but I realise now that you did love me, and I loved you. I wish that I could turn back time and make things right, because if I did, I would never have left you, because you, Jethro, are my world, and my heart belongs to you, forever and always. All that I ask is that you forgive me. Forgive me for leaving you, and forgive me for not telling you that I'm ill, so very ill. I haven't long Jethro, so I will not tell you before I die, because if I tell you I love you, I would never want to leave you, and I don't have that option anymore, I don't want you to lose another person in your life, and I don't want to cause you anymore pain, so please live on, live on for us. I may not be able to live but you can so please, don't lock yourself away in the basement with your boat and Bourban. I want you to be happy, live on for us Jethro, you deserve happiness. You deserve the best, and I'm sorry for hurting you. I believe we were soulmates, because I could never love anyone like I loved you, I never dated after I left you, because the only one I wanted was you, I'm sorry Jethro. I cling to the hope that there is a life after this one, so I can right the wrongs with you, and be with you for eternity. I will look after Shannon and Kelly for you, and we are all waiting for you in heaven, be strong, be happy, and most of all liife your life for us.
I will love you always, please forgive me, I am forever yours,
Jenny'