Ryan couldn't believe where he was. Well, he could believe, but it was still more then amazing. See, Ryan was just a film student that wanted more then anything else to make it the business. He certainly looked the part of the film maker, what with always wearing baggy shorts and t-shirts referencing old movies. Finding college to not be his thing he lived at home, always looking for any free-lance film work and scouting for new locations.

One particular fall day Ryan was trudging threw the sewers that ran across his entire neighborhood when he was suddenly attacked by what he could only guess were some kind of alien sponges. Or some kind of sea creatures. But they didn't matter. It was the man that mattered. Well maybe he wasn't a human man, but god damn did he seem like one. That man was The Doctor. It was thanks to him he was saved from what he learned were called Zygons. After that, it seemed the Doctor took a shine to the twenty-year-old boy. Or as he said after their first encounter, "You smell like fish custard. I like fish custard."

So the two had gallivanted around the universe, doing all kinds of wonderful and sometimes dangerous things. As each adventure passed Ryan began to not long for the next adventure, but the time between those adventures. It would be in those times Ryan would get to know The Doctor. He would sit for hours and listen to The Doctor ramble on about the history of Bow Tie's and how cool they were.

Normally Ryan wouldn't care, but he couldn't help but just sit there and watch the Doctor prance about the TARDIS's wardrobe, showing him every single last bow tie he'd manage to pick up in his travels. Ryan could not deny The Doctor was cute. Well, more then cute. Okay he was freakin gorgeous. In addition to listening to The Doctor for hours he could also stare into his green eyes and take his delightful face, including his schnuffly nose. Ryan liked schnuffly noses.

Ryan also loved exploring the TARDIS, or as The Doctor referred to it, "Making sure the old girl hasn't changed anything on me." However it was the time in his room Ryan could just breathe and take in the fact how impossible, yet wonderful this all was. Ryan also didn't mind being alone since he got to indulge in the activity that made him feel more at peace then any other. Well, except for whenever The Doctor would adjust his bow tie.

That one activity was… well it was hard for Ryan to even describe it to himself, but it was… wearing diapers. It had all started when Ryan was around seventeen or so. See, Ryan had always loved cute things. It's not that he necessarily liked owning cute things or anything but it's almost as thought he loved being cute. He'd always wish he would find a boyfriend or girlfriend who would find him not necessarily hot, but cute. Or maybe that's what he wanted to find. Ryan found cute things much more attractive then "sexy" and being in a diaper made Ryan feel cuter then all get up. So when Ryan stumbled across pictures of adults wearing diapers, he just knew he had to try them. He had been wearing them occasionally ever since, whenever he felt stressed or wanted to feel cute he would put one on.

He had been able on one trip back home to get his diaper bag (and also explain to his parents that he was on a big "freelance job".) When The Doctor had asked what was in his funny looking bag Ryan just shrugged it off and quickly hid the bag in his room. Every night since he would slide on one of his white pull up diapers, snuggle up with his teddy bear, suck on his thumb and go to sleep. Ryan didn't like to mess or pee or anything else in the diaper, he just liked the feeling of it. That soft feeling would always make him feel at peace.

He always wore pajamas over them just in case The Doctor came in, although he always called using the TARDIS phone. It was always cute hearing The Doctor's voice wake him up. As he curled up in a ball Ryan started to think about how much he liked the Doctor, how much he really, really liked The Doctor. How cute he was and how much he'd love for The Doctor to snuggle up with him at night. With that thought Ryan drifted off to slumber land…