This is my attempt at a Fanfic :) Havent written a solid story for a long time.

So if I dont finish this one, dont hate. Haha.

I hope you enjoy it.

Its going to feature Kingdom Hearts, Final Fantasy, People from my real life and people from various bands on which I have not decided yet :)


Im not a normal girl.

Nowhere near it.

I talk to inanimate objects, never make eye contact with people and look as though I'm a drug addict… which I'm not.

That's probably why I have no friends.

I never take the time to get to know someone.

I shut myself out to the world and live in my own little fantasy, where dreams come true.

Whereas in my real life, nothing happens. I go to school, get my education, come home, write pointless love stories, play video games and eat like a pig.

I've never had a boyfriend.

I've never been kissed.

Never been touched in a way that would arouse me.

Nothing like that.

My life sucks, to put it bluntly and simply.

I hate it.

I was never always like this. It only happened when I started high school. Because it was such a change for me. It usually is for everyone, but for me, it just took a toll on me. I didn't want to have friends. I wanted to be an outcast from society and live in my own little dream land.

Everything was slowly changing though. My mum has just received a promotion which means we have to move state. So new friends, new life, new world, new me.

But I don't want to start at the change of my life, where I became who I am now… I want to start from just before then. Where my whole entire life spiralled upside down and my change of heart struck me. I wanted to be a new person. And this is the one thing I was going to achieve.