Preface:
I couldn't believe that this was truly happening to me. Edward had left unattended thinking that nothing could happen, but that was a huge mistake on his part. He should know by now that leaving me unattended could only make matters worse.
After all, I was a magnet for trouble, and there was nothing stopping me from this fate that had bestowed upon me. I had truly thought I lost everything at that moment. Time seemed to slow down, as I saw my humanity pass before my very eyes. I knew Edward wouldn't be here to save me this time, nor would anyone be. I was truly alone and facing the hardest part of my current life. These events that are taking place, as we speak, are changing my existence and purpose in this world. It all depends how I act now, choosing right from wrong; good from evil; easy from hard; love from lust, and most importantly, the will to live or die.