Subtle way of telling people what's going on in my own mind.
Using Matt and Mello 3
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You don't know the half of what you do to me, Mello.
"Matt,"
I can't take it...
"What do you want?"
Every day, I've lived through it, for fifteen years.
"Get your lazy ass over here."
The breakdowns that I hide in our closet...
"My lazy ass is happy right here."
The pain I keep inside of my heart...
"Your lazy ass is happy coming the fuck over here!"
The voice I keep away from you...
"Fine."
The sight of you is too overwhelming for me to keep control.
"I want you to figure out where you hid the sugar."
I'm always ready to confess...
"Why should I?"
But I don't want to know your reaction...
"Because I need sugar, Matty."
Your voice penetrates my mind, like a dagger to the skin.
"Can't you find it?"
And I don't even care how demanding you are.
"Fine."
I secretly watch you from the corner of my eye...
"Got it?"
I take in all the beauty you hold...
"Yeah. Got it."
I know I can't control it much longer...
"Good."
I stand, handing you what you need.
"Here."
Your hand brushes mine, and my mind shuts down...
"Than--"
And I kiss you.