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It's Not About Lily

J/G UST, 1st person P.O.V, mid eps.

Summary: Jordan and Garrett's fight in Monday's eps. from three different P.O.V.

I slammed the door in your face and began pacing my office.

Other than Maggie, you're the only woman on the face of this Earth that could piss me off this much.

You, I know, would see this as a glowing compliment.

It's not about Lily.

It never was.

It's not that she isn't nice enough; She got me to come out of my self-imposed shell, just as you so angrily pointed out to me earlier. It's not the fact that every time I went out with her I felt younger. It's not that at all.

It was never about Lily.

What happened between Maggie and myself was unexpected, to say the least, and I never meant for Lily to be hurt like this. Lily and I are through, unfortunately, and now we both have to move on.

Of course, It was never about Maggie either.

Don't get me wrong; Maggie will always hold a special place in my heart: she's the mother of our child for God sakes. But just like before, I'm sure she'll lose interest. She always does sooner or later.

It was always about...

Going to Lily as a late rebound from Maggie and back again...It's all a sham anyway. Why couldn't I have just come out and told you?

It was always about you, Jordan.

It always will be.