I'm sorry about the sadness. Today was just...y'know one of those days. I just found out some interesting things, and right now it feels like my life is falling apart. I know that sounds really over dramatic, but it seriously feels like the world is tumbling down. And I'm right in its path. You know that feeling where you can almost hear your heart break? That's exactly how I feel.

Mabel's POV:

I always needed time on my own

"Look Dipper, all I'm saying is that you don't always have to put your nose in my buisness!"

"Well excuse me for being a little worried about why my sister was crying!"

Tears are falling down my cheeks as I'm clinging to the picture in my hands.

I never thought I'd need you there when I cry

I never should've yelled at you. I never should have took you for granted. You always comfort me. Why not now?

And the days feel like years when I'm alone

It's barely been a day since...the incident. But it feels like a year.

And the bed where you lied is made up on your side

Beside me is your bed. It's still made since no one used it last night. I miss you so much.

When you walk away I count the steps that you take

You didn't even walk that far away. Only about twenty steps...I counted.

Do you see how much I need you right now?

I counted how many steps you walked! Don't you see how much I need you?! Why won't you come back?!

When you're gone the pieces of my heart are missing you

As soon as I heard the breaking of your bones, my heart broke. It's still shattered, but every little piece misses you.

When you're gone the face I came to know is missing too

We've been together for twelve years! You've always been right by my side for twelve years! How am I supposed to forget you?

When you're gone all the words I need to hear to always get me through the day, and make it okay

The kid's are bullying me. Pacifica, her posse, even the kids in Piedmont! You used to always sit by me, and hold me until I stopped crying. Each time I was brought down, you brought me back up. I need you to do that again. I can't do this on my own.

I miss you.

I miss you so much Dipper. I'm so sorry you had to die. It really should've been me.

I've never felt this way before

I've never lost anyone close to me. Sure grandma died when we were younger, but I never really got a chance to get to know her. But you're my brother. My TWIN brother. We were born together. We should've died together too.

Everything that I do reminds me of you

Ever since you left me I cry doing everyrhing. I can't knit because it reminds me of how you used to buy me yarn. I can't play with Waddles because you went back in time just so I could have him. I can't eat because we used to have races to see who could finish first. I can't do anything.

And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor, and they smell just like you

All your dirty laundry is still laying on the floor where you left them. I'd wash them, but I haven't dared to touch your stuff yet.

I love the things that you do

I might have complained or been a real pain when you dragged me into new adventures, but I still loved them. Because you loved them.

We were made for each other

We were born together. We were made to be compatible.

Out here forever I know we were

We were supposed to stick together. We were supposed to stay here forever.

All I ever wanted was for you to know everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul

Dipper, I know I didn't say it that much, but I'd do anything for you. I'd give you my heart, my soul, anything. If I could go back to yesterday, and switch places with you I would.

I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me

My breathing is starting to slow down. I need you. I need to feel you here next to me. I know that you can't come back though... That's why I decided to come to you. I already took a handful of pills. I think I'm almost there. A few more should do the trick.

I'm starting to see the light. I hear Grunkle Stan banging on the door, but it's already too late. I'll see you soon Dipper...

When you're gone the pieces of my heart are missing you. When you're gone the face I came to know is missing too. When you're gone all the words I need to hear will always get me through the day, and make it okay...I miss you.

I hope everyone's day was better than mine. And if you are confused the italics were the song lyrics. Everything else was Mabel's thoughts to Dipper. The ending is kinda just there to be there. I'm sorry if the entire story was off I just have a lot on my mind. I think that's all so yeah. Have a great night or day.