"Sto-ah-haha-op" She giggled as he nibbled on the crook of her neck. She knew it was wrong; because they were over. He tortured her on purpose she knew he didn't do this to every girl. She melted into him every time he did this, then he whispered hot into her ear.

"Do you remember Aya? All the things we did? Do you remember our love? I know you do babe.... I know everything about you Aya from the way your hair curls to how I made you toes curl" He growled into her ear as his hand slid up her ribs and as soon as as she pulled his lips toward her own, they crashed for a second before he pulled away. She watched the smirk on his face grow, and his electric blue eyes gleamed in victory. She could feel her face grow hot from either anger or embarrassment or maybe both. He had gotten to her. Again. He winked those dangerously sexy eyes at her and walked away after her stomach and heart calmed down, she picked up her backpack and went to meet Rin, her best friend who was also a freshman like her.

"Ugh college classes are sooo....boring I know all of this!" She laughed at Rin's genius

"Sorry we can't all be super geniuses like you babe"

"Yeah too bad we can't all get hickies from the junior jock" Ayame gasped and put her hand to her neck and then pulled out a compact mirror that proved Rin right as always. There was a reddish-purplish mark forming on her neck. 'Dammit Koga!'

"Umm....you see what had happened was...."

"You let him get you again and when you gave in he pulled away" Rin said in bored tone

"No!....yes...."

"You better sober up Ya-ya you're still super love-drunk and you are going to have one heck of a hangover later on"

"I am not!"

"Please!....Really?!" Rin ran off laughing until she bumped into the senior Sesshomaru and began to blush and stutter profusely until she ran off to her next class. Ayame laughed at her best friend.

"Ooh little girl you are so innocent"

Then she saw him staring at him, he was lust and hunger in her eyes.

'I'm not finished yet' he mouthed to her

It was killing her, he only gave her enough to make her want more and she knew as long as he lead her on she would keep on falling harder for him.

-flashback-

"I love you Aya you love me too" He kissed her again and she tried to resist but she could never and would never be able to resist him

-end flashback-

She knew she would keep on losing control when he touched her but she needed more then just kisses and touches she needed all of him and she knew that she wouldn't get that ever again. This had started a month after he had broken it off between them, he had begun just to flirt more then came the lingering touches and now it was kisses and it was killing her.

"Sto-"

"You don't really want me to stop do you?" she could never finish that stupid four letter word.

She wanted to tell him to stop, that he didn't realize how much he was hurting her.

Nights she would remember those times and her entire body would ache for him, she would cry reminiscing about his touches and his lips

It always went the same way, she would be walking in a secluded area and he would find her push her up against the wall and ravish her until she gave in then he would pull away knowing he had one again. She hated him for punishing her like this, it was cruel and hurtful. He knows she still loves him; he does it because he's cruel and she was at fault too for believing his lies, but she wouldn't believe him forever.