I left her alone, there...in a corner of the school.
She gave me the keys of her heart, I was feeling great, but at the same time terrible...why...why I was feeling like that...why...why after I heard that words that I thought I won't heard never...why...maybe...because I make her suffer.
But not a physical suffer nor a suffer that you can say you are well to continue soon, a pain that can make you kill yourself, all because me...because of my clueless, why...why I have to be clueless? why? This only make persons I want get hurted...by me.
In that moment I left her alone, I was going to my hause, I try to act normal, same face, eyes, expression, moves, all, I ate, do homework, all normaly, like another boring day.
I wait the perfect moment I can be alone.
That moment arrive, as soon as I knew I'm alone, I got up to the roof, a especial place for me, a place I can think clearly, with the only sound of the wind in my face.
I got up, sit, then one by one, the tears fell, I started to cry why?! All of my clueless, why?! Why I was crying at this moment? When it have to be one of the most happy moments of my life.
But why I didn't tell her my true fellings, maybe I can't, I was scared, but why I was scared?...Maybe now I know she do, look, and say everything only for me...maybe for that...she make the impossible and I even notice anything! The only thing I can say: "I don't know."...Stupid.
Now what? She maybe now hate me, maybe she won't go to school tomorrow...maybe I can't say her my true fellings never.
