Ok, so this is the first chapter and its kinda just a warm up. im sorry for spelling mistakes. I hope you like it, i promise it gets better so please review otherwise i dont know weither to update!

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ROSE P.O.V

"JACK!" I screamed. "JACK! JACK! WHERE AARE YOU!" I screamed and shouted louder but no one was around. I ran through the fog. Screaming and calling for him but I got no reply. Please come,please be near. "PLEASE!" but no one showed. It was like I was calling for the dead.

I shot up quickly out of bed. I was panting loudly. And it took me a while to realise it was ok and even longer to let my heartbeat settle to an even pace. It had been 2 years since the trip I will never forget. Not because I was nearly sent to my death. Or because of the screaming people I could here miles away. No. it was because of Jack.

Id been having these dreams since last week when I bought a ticket for a cruise. A cruise to England. Not America. The titanic II was built and suprisingly sold out of tickets despite the first attempt.

I bought the ticket because I knew I had to put the past behind me. Not but jack behind, no of course not. Just put that horrible night behind me. But underneath I was hoping a miracle would happen and his spirit would find me. Im not sure.

That night was horrible, but I had to move on. So now, 2 years later, My mother still remaining to cut me out of her life after I refused to marry cal after the sinking of titanic and having bought an apartment in the middle of the city, I now reflected upon my life.

As soon as the rescue boats came to shore I was asked for my name by a young man with a clipboard, a piece of paper and a pen, I could tell by the look in his eyes that the night before would be just as harshly imprinted in his mind than mine.

"Dawson" I stated, "Rose Dawson". I know why I did it. Why I said his name. It was because I loved him, he showed me how to live and since than I've been living my life. I would of married him anyway. It dosen't make a difference.

As soon as my name was taken, I was free to go and from there I travelled all over America. I rode horses in the water along the beach and rode rollercoasters until I threw up, just like he said we would do together.

I did this alone, travelling,trecking, climbing. But I didn't feel alone. The one thing that kept my insides from eating me up with lonliness was my only object of Jack.

There was no photos of him, no records or history, there wasn't any proof his existence at all, not even a birth certificate, but the blue pendant that was purposely placed his pocket the nigth the titanic sunk was the only thing.

'The heart of the ocean' some called it. Although it didn't belong to him, it still reminded my of him. Oh who was I kidding. Everything reminded me of him. From the laughing children to humble adults.

Sometimes I would wonder what he'd say about certain things. His opinion on events or places. But I would tell myself to snap out of it as soon as I started imagining the words being spoken out loud from him.

I wasn't going crazy, I just missed him and I still miss him. Forever. And with that last thought of 'forever' I layed my head back down on my pillow and after what seemed like hours, I drifted into a light slumber.

CAL P.O.V

"Are you saying she's boarding the 'titanic II'? after everything?" I almost shouted.

'Yes Cal. My stupid daughter is pretty much begging for a death sentence. Who says it wont sink again!" Ruth replied feighing histeria and her voice containing just a hint of annoyance when speeking of her daughters motives.

"Goddamit!" I said, shouting this time and kicking over a trash can nearby. "I'll have to board it too".

"Well goodluck Cal, hopefully you can knck some sense into her" and with that she hung up.

I sighed. I didn't want to board the Titanic. Again. Simply because, Like the other thousands of people that were on that ship, it scared me. I hadn't been on the water since.

But I had too. Although rose didn't want to marry me after boarding America, she still had that priceless necklace I had given as a gift to her. 'The heart of the ocean'. Beautiful and worth more than ever! And now, as I headed towards bankruptcy after a lousy business deal, it was my last option.

I just had to have it back. If I knew she would have called off the wedding, I would never have given it to her. But its to late now. I didn't know when she'd come back to America after the cruise so I had to attend the cruise too.

Ruth, Rose's mother, thought that I was looking for Rose so I could persuade her to marry me, and so she agreed almost immediately, knowing she would inherit some of my money too if we wed. but that wasn't exactly the case.

I knew that if I found rose, she wouldn't just hand over the pendant. I had known rose well enough to remember how stubborn she was. I guess I would have to do what Ruth already thought.

Not that it was a bad thing. Rose was beyond beautiful but we had nothing in common and it still made me angry whenever I remembered seeing her and that poor slum, - Jack, or whatever it was he was stupidly called – together. I had never lost at anything and I always got my way. Except I lost Rose to a boy who knew nothing and that made me want her more than ever.

I wondered if they were married. Ruth didn't know if she was with him or not but I assumed so although I hoped not for it would be harder to court her and get that pendant. But I would keep trying till I got it. I wouldn't loose to him again.

I ran my hand through my hair. This better be worth it.

I hope you liked! the chapters will get longer i promise! and everything gets more intense!