Summary: After Harry found out that Snape and his Mother had been friends and how his dad had treated Snape there were days that he wished Snape was his Dad instead of James.
It was his secret, and it was one of the few that he had kept from not only Ginny, but Hermione and Ron too.
Sometimes, after seeing Snape's memories of Lily and the other ones, like the one where James teased Snape, Sometimes Harry wished his Mother had chosen Snape over James.
There were days that Harry wished Severus Snape was his Father rather than James Potter.
He ofter thought of how his life might have been different.
First, even if he had been targeted by Voldemort, Snape only had Lily that he would trust as their secret keeper and he would have at least had one parent if Voldemort had come because Snape would have been at a meeting when Voldemort came to kill his Mother.
Second, he would have gone straight into Slytherin and probably been friends with Draco Malfoy instead of Ron.
And Third, Harry would have been properly trained to fight Voldemort because e couldn't see Snape neglecting that.
Unfortunately, somehow James had caught Lily's eye, she had fallen for him, married him, had Harry with him, and died with him.
Harry was James' son and not Severus' and sometimes Harry wished it were different.
Okay, I Lily/Serverus'ed… but not really. Don't judge me!
I had a lot of Severus/Lily feels alright.