I DONT OWN INUYASHA IF I DID...THAT WOULD BE AWSOME!
welcome to...kags diary
We've known each other for years and no matter how hard I try I can't seem to get use to those piercing amber eyes of his. I feel as if though he strips away my disguise, breaks past my hard shell and sees into the deepest realms of my soul. I wonder if he can hear how loud my heart beats whenever he pasts close by, or how my breaths turn into gasps whenever we touch. I try so hard to hide the way I feel but to be honest…I don't want to anymore. I want him more then I think I' v ever wanted anyone in my entire life. Its torture even here sitting across from him, to try and keep my eye from devouring his body and to keep my mind from enacting passionate scenes with him. Ever part of my body aches for his touch, as hard and rude as he is I know the real him, his a loving guy who wants nothing more than to protect and care for his friends .Life has been terribly hard on him and I think he feels that if he puts his walls down he'll be crushed, but I would never do that to him. His heart is much too beautiful and precious to ever even think of hurting. I can't stand it anymore, am bubbling over the edge. I don't know what I would do if I didn't have you to confide in, my dear secret friend. I know what I'll do, once Sango, Miroku, and Shippo fall asleep ill go wake up InuYasha and tell him everything I can't hold on to this secret anymore. Its tearing me apart. By Kami I hope this turns out well…wish me luck.
Secretly yours,
Kagome