Pain
Isn't Forever Summary:
Chapter One:
Welcome to my life
Kagome leaned against the hard brick wall as she watched the rain pour down hard; causing everyone to get wet. Kagome hated her life as much as she hated herself. She looked at the bruises and cut marks that was left behind from the brutal beating her mother had caused. She hated her mother. She always thought that she was born just to live a life of hell. Her mother hated her as much as Kagome hated her mother. It was just a mistake. Her mother was fucking around with some guy and then she became pregnant and had Kagome. So now, Kagome lives with an alcoholic prostitute who beats her up everyday. But not once did she ever hit her mother back. No matter how much she hated, and despised her mother, it was just something that held her back. Something unexplainable. A voice of some sort telling her not to hit her mother. No one knows about Kagome's abusive mother and horrid life, because Kagome stays as far away from society as possible. She's quite the anti-social goth. The only person that knows about Kagome's life, is her best friend Sango. But due to a gang war that occurred 2 days ago, Sango is in the hospital because she was shot. But she's still alive, just hurt that's all.
Kagome dug in her pocket and grabbed a cigarette. She lit it up with a liter, closed her eyes, and began smoking it. She always got high just to ease the pain away. She could fade away and loosen up. "Hey, how's it going?" came an unfamiliar voice. Kagome opened her eyes, to see a guy not that much taller from her, and she noticed that he wasn't alone. It's never safe in Shinjuku at night, NEVER. There's either raping going around, robbing, or shooting and violence. Kagome closed her eyes and grinned. She knew who the guy was. "Hey, wench! Answer when our leader is speaking!" said one guy from the 10 people that surrounded her. "Chill Ginta, I can handle this." the so called leader said oh so confidently. Kagome smirked and spit out the cig. She felt something hard press onto her body. She opened her eyes again to meet the leader as they call it, of the pathetic gang. "The name's Kouga Ookami. Sounds familiar to ya, babe?" Kouga asked, smirking egotistically. Kagome couldn't help but laugh. Kouga's smirk turned into a questionable stare. "What's so funny?" he asked. Kagome stopped laughing. "Well, well, well. Kouga Ookami from the Carnivorous Canines gang. What a pleasant surprise. I heard you got fucked by the BBGG (Bang Bang Gun Gang) at the gang war 2 days ago. I'm surprised that you're still alive." Kagome sneered.
Kouga gritted his teeth, but changed his expression to a smirk. He was so close to Kagome, that he could feel her hot heavy breath. But Kagome wasn't worried, she dealt with idiots like bigger than this before. "I'm sorry..." Kagome said. Kouga was startled for a moment. "For what, babe?" he asked. Kagome smiled forcefully. She hated being called babe or anything like that. And she hated the term chick too. She leaned closer to Kouga. This was easier than I thought. he thought. Kagome leaned forward and whispered in his ear, "I'm sorry, for this!" and with that, she kicked Kouga where the sun never shines (in the private) and then Kouga fell on his knees holding his you know what. "AHHH! BITCH!" he yelled. "Ginta, Hikakku, Hiten, and everyone else, get that bitch and make her ass pay for what she did to me!" Then, all of a sudden, everyone started to charge towards Kagome. "So you wanna play like that eh? Fine!" with that being said, Kagome charged towards them with unbelievable speed and all you could see was blood flying everywhere! Kouga was still on the ground, and he was watching the whole thing. He was impressed with her speed and her strength.
After 5 minutes, Kagome had demolished 10 men single handedly. Practically made them extinct. She didn't even have a scratch on her. "Whoa..." was all that Kouga could say after all of that. "Don't ever... fuck with me!" and with that, Kagome left calmly as she made her way out of the crowd that formed while she was in action. "Kouga! We have to get revenge! Look what that wench did to our brothers!" Hikkaku exclaimed. "Yes, brother Kouga! She can't get away with-" Hiten was rudely interrupted by a punch in the groin by Kouga. "We will not do anything. She's strong and fast, so I want her." Kouga said as he got up. Everyone was in shock. "But Kouga! Look what she did to us! What she did to you! You can't be serious!" Ginta surprisingly exclaimed. "Hush! She's different and I like that. Another bad remark about her and I'll tear you from limb to limb! Got that!" Kouga threatened. They nodded quickly and quietly; not wanted to be on Kouga's bad side.
Kouga stood there, smirking. By that time, the crowd had already parted. Kouga laughed devilishly. Indeed, this girl shall be my woman! What a prize, so unique, so strong, and so fast! God I must have her! I'll have her all to myself and we'll become indestructible. The most dominate gang ever! Kouga thought, still laughing; which scared some people nearby.
Back with Kagome
By that time, Kagome had already reached her home. She had her serious face on, knowing what to expect. She saw a black mustang parked in her driveway. Kagome smirked. She looked at the car. It was spotless and had no marks or dents on it; which was the best of totally wrecking it and making it a piece of shit. Kagome dug inside her pants that had many pockets in it. She grabbed her brass knuckles and slammed her fist into the back of the car. She then began to hit the windows; breaking the glass and causing the alarm to go on. But she hit the car so hard, that the alarm stopped. Kagome continued to mess up the nice car until it looked a mess. She grabbed dirt and then she started throwing it all around the car. And when she finished, she gave it one last punch in the hood. She stepped back and tried not to laugh. The car was fucked up really badly! You couldn't even tell if it was a mustang. She shook her head. "That's a shame, I feel sorry for that guy." she said sarcastically.
2 minutes later
Now, Kagome was inside her house. As she walk in, she could hear the moans and groans coming from upstairs. She made a disgusting face. Kagome walked in the kitchen and grabbed a box of cup noodles. She popped it in the microwave for 3 minutes. She turned on the T.V and turned to channel 13; which was MTV (Musical Television). She then heard a song that really got her where it hurt the most. And the song was, Welcome to my life by Simple Plan. She thought about every single lyric. This song described her life perfectly, so that song became her favorite ever since. As the song play, somehow Kagome's heart stopped in an instant,
Do
you ever feel like breaking down? No you don't know what it's
like To be hurt Do you wanna be somebody else? No
you don't know what it's like To be hurt No one ever lied
straight to your face To be
hurt To be hurt
Do you ever feel out of
place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one
understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock
yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That
no one hears you screaming
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's
like
To be like me
To feel lost
To be left
out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like
you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And
no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's
like
Welcome to my life
Are
you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find
something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a
world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big
fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
When nothing feels all right
You
don't know what it's like
To be like me
To
feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're
down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge
of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't
know what it's like
Welcome to my life
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You
might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always
gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always
there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be
on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No
you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To
feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're
down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge
of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't
know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my
life
Welcome to my life
Kagome gasped when the song ended. That song always got to her every time. She even thought about suicide once. She quickly closed the T.V; not wanting to feel more emotional, and as she close it, she could hear footsteps coming downstairs, and she knew that it wasn't her mothers…
A/n: Ha! Cliff alert! Well, what do you think? Give me your flames and opinions and the next chapter will be up soon. With that said, until next time folks!