Authors note: Chapter warnings: VIOLENCE! So this is my first fanfic ever, so don't be to hard for me. So thanks for reading this! Excuse me for bad grammar because English is not my first language. But Enjoy! I hope you like it and review please so I know that people like it or that there are things that I can change (: oh and I will update every Tuesday and Friday ( If I can of course)


"I wish you were never born!" The words echoed in his head. As a young boy, he never expected to hear that from his dad. But right now, it wasn't that big surprise for him. He looked to his dad, the men who once loved him, That called him his son and said he was proud of him. But now all those things were gone. And to be honest, he didn't think of the men who was yelling at him, was his dad.

"well… maybe you're not the only one!" He shouted back at the men in front of him. He saw how the men's eyes got darker and walked towards him, stopping in front of him and looking down. Blaine swallowed and bit on his under lip. How could it come this far?

Then, a loud sound of skin touching skin echoed throw the living room. Blaine didn't even felt the pain, he was in a sort of bubble, his own place. He could feel his head turn to the side and his hand going to his cheek. He slowly looked back at the man. "If you didn't want to be born, why are you still here then? Why didn't you make an end to it?" The men asked and tilled his head slightly to the side.

"Nobody would miss you, because first you're such a disappointment for this family and second, Nobody would like to talk to a fag." With that, his father walked out the living room. Blaine sighed softly and looked to the ground. "well… maybe I will…" He whispered and turned around, slowly walking up the stairs.

When he was in his room he let himself fall down in his bed, with his face in his pillow. He had to scream, he needed to express his feelings. With that thought, he started to scream his lungs out. Then tears started to form in his eyes. Blaine made of his body a little ball and cried. The feeling of being alone in this world. Nobody loved him. Nobody needed him and just like he just heard, nobody would miss him.

He could make a end at all of this, Just one single thing to do, and all the pain would be gone. All this feelings would be forgotten, just like he would be forgotten. Maybe his parents would be a lot happier. Maybe his mom wouldn't be depressive anymore and would live a happy live with his dad.

"This is crazy…" Blaine mumbled to himself and sight deeply. With all those thoughts he fell asleep. So he could wake up the next morning when all this would happen again, and to let it all happen the next day, every god damn day.


End Note: So this was it! It's a bit short but the next chapters will be longer, I promise! I hope you like it and review would be nice (: