Hey people of the internet. This is my first fic ever so please be sparing with any snide comments. This takes place briefly after the episode "Jade and Tori's Play Date" Anyways… on with the story.
Disclaimer: Sadly I don't own Victorious or any of its characters. They are all owned by Nickelodeon. (long depressed sigh)
Chapter 1
Vega. Vega, Vega, Vega. Of all the people it could've been why did I have to fall for her? It could've been Cat, or Andre, or even UGH Robbie. But no had to be Vega. With her beautiful flowing brown hair, her flawless tanned skin, and that voice that sounds like a siren's song. But she'd never feel the same way about me. Me with my tangled messy hair, and my skin as pale as a ghost.
This never would've happened if Sikowitz hadn't had the brilliant idea to send us on that stupid date. But that's not the real reason I won't tell her. I'm Jade West and I'm tough as nails. But she's Tori Vega and she's definitely not. She could probably handle most of my baggage. My near non-existent parents, my anger issues, hell even my collection of dead things.
But…..then there's the worst part. The razor hidden under my pillow. At first it was because of Beck. We broke up and it hurt and the only thing that would take that pain away was a different one. It lasted maybe a week and then I was over it. But then she came in.
No matter what I did or where I was she was there. Creeping her way into my thoughts.
I'm trying to take a math test and she's there.
I'm trying to memorize lines and she's THERE!
I'm trying to go to sleep AND SHE'S THERE!
Every second of every day she's all I think about day in day out. Tori, ToRI, TORI!
It's my only escape. The cool blade against my skin, the sting of pain shooting through my wrist. But when I fell it she's gone. I'm at peace no matter how briefly. But it subsides, and she comes back. So I do it again, and again, and again. Until she stays away, and I can slip into the land of dreams
To be continued…..