Chapter 1

It's been 10 years since I last though about Edward Cullen. His golden eyes, rock hard body always hiding behind his expensive clothes, that crooked smile that would always brighten my day, and his family who I never really had a chance to say goodbye to. Alice, Emmett, Carlisle, Esme, Jasper, and even Rosalie, I miss them all so much. Why I was thinking about them today? I wasn't really sure. I thought of Carlisle lately when I was in the hospital, thinking how great it would be if he was the one to deliver my coming baby, but I really didn't know why today sparked a memory of Edward.

It may have been that thought of a lost, standing on my front porch with that letter watching the officers climb back into their squad car. As the first tear fell, it wasn't for my late yet new husband, it was for the one and only Edward Cullen. On the last day I saw him, he was not happy with me. He wouldn't look into my eyes, so I knew that he was angry with me.

Flashback:

"Isabella Marie Swan!" he yelled in an angry tone. "What The Hell were you thinking?"

"I was… I just thought... I was thinking that... Maybe if I just..."

"If you just what Bella?" Alice yelled from behind Edward.

"If I just tried to…"

"To... get your self killed, Bella? Did you think that would have helped things? Why, for just this once, couldn't you have just listened to us?" Alice pleaded after interrupting me.

"Alice, did you really think I was going to get my self killed. I thought it was Sam, and I thought we could talk. How was I supposed to know there are more wolves?"

"By listening to us!" Alice stated. Edward hadn't said anything to me.

"I didn't know, Alice! Okay, So Just Calm Down!!" I had never yelled at Alice before. "It won't happen again!" I said looking at the ground this time.

"You wont do it again?!" Edward yelled. "Do you really think that's going to make everything all better Bella?! You told Charlie you will be home soon, and when I called he said that you should be home any minute. I show up at your house and Charlie is gone and you were not back yet. When I called Charlie, he said you went to Angela's, but guess what? Angela hasn't seen you all day. So you lied to your dad and you go off without anyone knowing where you are, why is that?"

"Hmm Edward I don't know maybe I thought you would overreact." I knew saying this would possible make things worse. "Not really sure, why do you want to know?"

"Bella you scared us. That's all no one knew where you were. I called Jacob and he said he hadn't seen you in weeks."

"So I'm not allowed to have a life?"

"You can have a life, but please just tell us when you leave or at least where you're going."

"Edward you're not Charlie, I don't have to tell you my every move." The more he talked the more the anger built up in me.

"I was only concerned about you?" Edward said with an angry tone, but with sincerity behind it.

"I understand that Edward, but I stick with my answer. I won't do it again."

"You're not a child and we're not your parents. 'I won't do it again' is not the right answer. You really scared us Bella." Edward was slowly starting to calm down a bit.

"YOUR RIGHT EDWARD YOU'RE NOT MY FATHER SO STOP ACTING LIKE YOU ARE!!" I turned and ran to my car. Neither of them followed me. I guess they thought I would snap out of it soon. Once I got home I packed my bags and moved to Florida with Renee and Phil.

End of flashback.

The memory must have taken over me, because it took a while before heard my friend Cheryl calling me. "Bella, Bella are you alright?"

"Oh Cheryl. No look what I just got" I handed her the letter. Shock drew itself on her face.

"OH Bella!" she wrapped her arms around me and I started to cry. Was it for leaving Edward or the death of Keith, I wasn't really sure but I cried a lot.