Perky
Perky
p r o l o u g e
Dear Journal,
I'm crazy. I know it. The last and final straw has landed on the camel's back. Or maybe I'm mixing my metaphors- I just don't know anymore. Another "vision," another altered reality. Will it come true this time, or not at all? He's there; it's always him, nowadays. With that cool face, and golden eyes, penetrating, knowing, he understands. But at the same time, he doesn't. That's all I remember, that and the words "I love you." He loves me? It isn't possible, I'm crazy. Nobody would love a person like me. Someone deluded enough in thinking that they can predict the future. But he's all I see anymore, him and that beautiful woman, with the flowing brown hair and the angry scowl. Does she hate me? What have I done? Have I stolen him from her?
I can't, or won't understand why this would happen to me. My parent's are already worrying about me. I can tell they noticed my nerves whenever I see someone with blonde hair that''s male. I'm terrified, what if the vision does come true? Truthfully, I'll be relieve I'm only semi-crazy but- what if I'm not ready to fall in love? One worry into another I guess. I think they hope that it's just New York city that's upsetting me, and the move from there to the small town of Forks might help me. But I don't think it will. In fact, my "gut feeling" disagrees quite strongly, and I think I'm more likely to meet this mystery man there then anywhere else. Will the visions ever stop? Will this one come true like some of them, or not at all? Will I spend my entire life being terrified of finding this man, but with equal fevor, looking for him?
I used to be so happy.
Mary Alice
N/A: So, this is a AU of Twilight. In Edward and Bella's place, Alice is human and Jasper is the odd-man out. A note on my other two stories, Photo and Arranged to Hate, I will update them eventually! I swear, I just started them without an outline (Stupid Me Moment), and now I need to write one up for them. So they're on hold right now, but not forever!