I don't understand. I don't understand WHY. Why I have to fit in. Why I'm getting placed in a "category". I am a human being. I don't deserve anyone judging me. After I had to say goodbye to two of my best friends and siblings I've known for 2 years, I don't understand why I'm having to listen to the constant remarks. The consent judgement.
Yes, I'm not enjoying the "bionic life" right now at all. Everyone would rated have Bree and Chase back then me being one of the main mentors, since I still have trouble with my abilities. I've hurt my best friend, made my rivalry worse, and torn apart some of the best friendships I've ever know.
I miss Bree. She is one of the few girls I can stand and one of the best sisters I could ask for. Even though I am excited about my sister, Naomi. Bree would help me out of thick and thin. Whether it was getting me out of a domino competition I hadn't signed up for, or stopping flies that I had set off.
I miss Chase. I connected with him more then any of my other siblings. We had bonded over robotics and me saving his life before he fell off a bridge stuck in a limo. He was the only one who understood my problems, even though I had never really understood his "bionic people problems."
Now I understood them, like I have for a full year. Technically, 364 days. Tomorrow, it will have been one year since I had gotten my bionics. Tomorrow, it will have been 2 years since I had moved in with my step father and found my step siblings, Adam, Bree and Chase. Tomorrow, it has always been a big day in my household, maybe tomorrow, I would finally get to see my baby sister.
But apparently, I have to deal with labels. Nerd. Scrawny. Tiny. Exaggerater. Black. I hate them all so much. Labels don't make a person. You make the person you are. We have labels. That doesn't mean we WANT labels. Maybe you have a label. Maybe you aren't what people wanna see, so they give you a label. Maybe you are what people wanna see, so they give you a label.
People are meant to march through life. But we can't do that while being constantly judged by our age, town, what we look like, what we do and who we socialize with. We don't need labels. We don't need to stick to the status quo.
We need to make our own paths. We need to make our own choices. We need to get rid of labels.
Labels aren't needed. They are only a way of making someone feel bad.
I'm Leo Dooley, and that's my story.
So I was PMing a friend (I won't say who) and they were really upset, and I drew THIS from them.
She's one of my best friends, but this could relate to anyone (I hope).
So as for my kindle, if it does what it's been doing, my mom is gonna call Amazon and we'll see what to do from there.
Also, when I come back, I will start writing Big Hero 6 stories about Tasdashi and Hiro! (Not slash) and you can bet lots of brotherly moments and whump will insure!
Over and out.
Susz.
