Disclaimer: This Oneshot is based on the song Lie by CircusP
I'm just merely writing my idea of what the songs mean to me.

Were we not...perfect?

I had never planned for it to turn out this way. It started out as a lie, but now it became so much more. How did it happen, wasn't my love dead from the start?

You were the victim of my cruel love game. I never did loved you, at least that was what I believed. You were blissfully living in my lies, like a little puppet you followed through my every whims, like a chess pieced you bowed to my every wish...like a man, you took my heart.

Why were you listening to me, you should have left me the moment you found out that it was all a cruel joke, a game played by my ignorance and pride. But you didn't. You did not even utter a word as I drove words of pain into your heart. You only smiled and squeezed my hand as the words left your lips.
"Even if the time we spent together was all a lie, but those were the times that I will cherish forever."

No.

You turn away and left, your head bowed, your heart crushed.

I should have laughed, I should have giggled with my victory. But the pain that I felt was overwhelming and I collapsed to my knee. Perhaps the one that had really lost this twisted game of pride and love...was really me.

I don't want you.
I don't need you.
I'll forget you.
It doesn't matter.

The memories flooded back into my mind as I recalled those days that we were together, those days I pretended to be your lover, those days I held your hand as I dragged you along with my selfish desires. Those days we were so perfectly happy.

Those days that i put my facade on, twisting you around my little finger when I knew that you were not that strong, waiting for the time when I would crush you and leave you in pieces.
Those days that I had been such a fool.

I couldn't even cry. how could I?
it was me who was the terrible one. I don't deserve you, not at all.
I knelt on the cold floor, my hair cascading around me.

Perhaps it was better this way. You were too good, too kind, too perfect for someone like me.
perhaps one day, just one day, i would see your smile in the arms of someone who really, really loves you.

Just like how I had hopelessly loved you.

Hi guys! I do know that I've been away for quite sometime. i'm currently dry on ideas but I've been listening to way too much Vocaloid and wanted to write oneshots on how I would explain a song or a story. Comments are very much appreciated! Do look out for more!