'Nameless. You have no name. You should be happy I even did this for you. It's almost a favor, if you think about it. You had your own reasons, as did I. But in the end, you would never accept your worthlessness to me. You were a Nobody to me then, and you always will be.'
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(A/N: I didn't originally want this to be as Spoiler!Riffic! as much as drabble, so I changed my... original... idea into this (I posted only the "re-worded" version..) to make it harder on your mind, and hopefully your heart... This is a depressing take on Gaara's 'birth'; It's not nearly as cheesy and redundant as many might (and most-likely... WILL) think, because when I write something... I always put a little part of me in it. Thus, this means that anything I will ever write in my life will be incredibly angsty, but not cliche'. (Hopefully.)
(I'm also not sure if this should be rated 'T', or 'M', so just...umm...watch out, I guess. I also love well-written poetry-stories by the way; so here you go! (342 Word Drabblefic; Inspired about 6 percent by Marilyn Manson, 1 percent whatever, and inspired 93 percent by Ameko. Her site is ameko-shadowsongdotdeviantartdotcom A/N:)
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"Worthless…Nameless…"
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When I do any thing, to hear your faltering breath
Heavy with sickness, I know you can still hear me
"I love you," I would continuously lie to you…
But at least now I don't have to suffer……
This hole is where your heart is.
-X-
Your stream slipping out of your body
Staining the sheets, in the shape of your heart…
As I fill your emptiness with my own
I eat your ashes, then realize
To continue, I have to refill her fading soul, and suffocate her heart.
-X-
"So much…so MUCH"; I will eventually kill you; and you've memorized it well
But, before eyeing your lips, as they form their last 'beautiful words',
I lick where your soul should be, then put my hand in,
Pull out, and then replace it with the lasting reminder--
(That) You never willingly agreed with me.
-X-
I could have been the one to go, but no one would like that, now would they? It was either you, or…heh. I'm not even capable, not even a…
Candidate.
-X-
No one liked you, let alone actually truly loved you; it was a mistake on my part…
To make you believe it every day because you knew nothing else to believe…
But to admit the sole purpose of your existence
Was simply to keep the seed of life in your body………
You know you will ultimately die with its birth
Its soul…already tainted--
And as I pull out for the very last time,
I chain your body to your eternal coffin-
You will sleep in it now, or choose the place you were forced to for your sacrificial labor… either way you will be in your eternal misery, and I ultimately... do not care.
-X-
In-between the wake of her parting from life, I say out-loud for her, the last words she will ever hear,
"We'll name it Gaara."