"I...I don't want you to go...Please don't leave me...Ravenpaw..." The tom who mumbled to himself as he looked up at the navy blue sky that was shining with the lightning bright stars flooding the night sky. "You died...You left me... I miss you...I love you so much. Let StarClan deny what I feel, I don't care. Just...I want you back...I feel as though I'll meet you as I get my nine lives... I'll tell you my true feelings then..." He padded through the large moor where WindClan lived. Passing the barn, he stopped, eyes watering, "This is where we first met Barley...On the trip to the moonstone...Your first trip. You never lived to see a warrior life, and I blame myself. If I could take back everything that I had done, I would do it in a heartbeat. I just want to see you, to scent you...To love you even more than I do."
He looked into the dark barn, sighing, "What did I do...That's a stupid question...He saw me do it, he became horrified of me because of it, he avoided me, I think he even hated me, which crushed me on the inside. What can I say...I love you Ravenpaw...I always have and I never will stop. So please...Catch me, when I die, wait for me in StarClan.
The warrior knew he wasn't supposed to be out of camp, it had been only a few days since the young apprentice's death. He broke down and fell to the ground, "You idiot! I should have went there with you! Protected you with my life! Are you happy StarClan!? I regret everything! I just...I don't care about being leader anymore...All I care about is the cat who I truly loved. The only one who I could tolerate in ThunderClan. Ravenpaw...I love you and I miss you...I wish I could tell you this...and to embrace you...even if it is only for a few moments, I just want you...please..."
As the tall brown tabby warrior cried out that prayer, a voice came from behind him, "T...Tigerclaw...You...You loved me...R...Really...?"