Chapter 40
"What?" I cried in disbelief, "surely you couldn't, surely you wouldn't…?"
"I'm so sorry Sandra, but I did. It was after that fight, when you stormed off with Jake, I thought "how could you do that to him, you know stringing him along when you liked someone else?" and I just got angrier, people kept giving me odd looks because, well obviously because we just had a fight at the school disco, and well I just started yelling at them, yelling at them the truth about you."
"Do you want to know something?" I said while my voice was getting louder and louder as I carried on speaking "you, YOU a pathetic excuse for a human being has ruined my life!" anger swelled up inside of me, and then something happened which I hadn't planned, a tear ran down my cheek. "I have tried so hard to make things up to you Sian, after I punched you a Tyler's party, but you didn't really want to be friends again did you? No. You lied about being over Damon and Jake and liking Tyler now, too didn't you? But I like Damon, in-fact I LOVE Damon, and now I have no chance with him, I only have one true friend left in the world and that is Cat. But she is gone, gone because she is dead. As for you I only have one thing to say to you, I HATE YOU!" and with that I grabbed my bags and ran out of the room, and I kept running I ran past the window of my geography class, tears poured down my face. Damon sat by the window with a look that I had only seen him use with me in my dreams, it was the look of hunger and of want and of need. So I ran faster down the stairs down the corridor and into the toilets. The look burned my mind like a fake hope.
There was a gang of year 8 chavs in the toilets doing there makeup in the mirror, they seemed startled by my entrance. They stared at me, I'm not surprised now, I must have looked a sight, with tears down my face, panda eyes because of that, my face was red with boiling rage, the girls however just stared in wonder. I now know I shouldn't have been so harsh, but I was bursting to the brims with pure fury so I screamed at them "why don't you take a picture it lasts longer!" but they just stood there wondering how they should respond to this possible mad woman, "well go on then" I cried. At this point the chavs all looked scared and quickly all left me to brood on my own. I then realised how much I must have scared them stupid, so I shut myself in the nearest cubicle that actually locked, then I sat there and cried, I just simply cried.