It all means nothing

AUTHOR'S NOTE: This is my first teen titan' fanfic. I really really love Robin and Starfire. please read and enjoy. Reviews are all welcomed. I'm a little suckish (my own word lol) at summaries so please read then discriminate. Rated M

NOT ANYMORE

Starfire's POV

I do not understand Robin. He said that he loved me yet he does not want to be with me anymore. Are all Earth males this confusing? I sighed as I look at my new home, Jump City. It has welcomed me when I must flee from Tameran. It took me in when I was of no home. Just like Robin did.

Try as I might,I cannot get him out of my head. I am what they say on earth head over heels for this masked hero. I thought he too felt the same way for me and for a time he did. But not anymore.

flashback

"Good morning,friendboy Robin" I cheerfully greeted my masked love. He looked so stunning in the morning sun.

"It's boyfriend,Star. Good morning to you,too." he corrects me with a smile there is an edge in his voice meaning that there must be something wrong.

"Is something the matter,Robin?"

"Star,can I talk to you for a sec?"

"Just a second? That time is so short."

"It means I want to talk to you for awhile." he sighed.

"Oh. Of course! You may talk to me,dear Robin."

"Let's go to the roof." he said already going to the roof.

I felt joyous. It must be something glorious for the roof has the most pleasant memories. We walked in silence until we reached the roof. He turned to look at me with sadness in his masked eyes.

"Star,listen." he started. He ran a hand through his spiky hair then looked at me again.

"What is troubling you,Robin? Please tell me." I pleadingly said.

"I'm breaking up with you,Star."he said sadly. Breaking up? I do not know what it means.

"You wish to break me,Robin?" I asked.

"No. Star,it means I'm ending our relationship now."

"What? But why? Is there something I have done?" I could not believe what he said.

"No,Star. This isn't your fault. It's just not safe for us to be together. The villains will know that we are each others' weakness and they will use that against us." he sighed as I try not to cry. "Star,I told you before I'm a hero before anything else and I won't let you get hurt because of this."

"But,Robin I love you." I pleaded through my tears.

"As I love you but this has to end. I'm sorry,Star." he murmured as he kiss my forehead then left the roof.

end of flashback

Ever since that awful day,he has started avoiding me. Talking to me in the least times he could manage. Like I was a virus. I wanted to ask Beast Boy about it but could not decide if he might be of some assistance.

And now, not even two earthly months later, Robin brings home a new girl every night. Raven calls them sluts and whores. They all make love in Robin's room and I sometimes hear his moans coming from that room. I can hear them now.

I can hear them now and could not control the anger in me. But I do not wish to harm Robin even if he had hurt me. I fell asleep crying like I usually did.

next morning

"Good morning, friends." I greeted them as I float to the kitchen. My voice sounds a little flat but nobody else has noticed except Raven.

"Hey,guys." a voice behind me called then yawned. He rubbed his eyes of slumber then looked at all of us.

"Dude,what were you doing last night? A foursome (a.n: i dont know if there's that but you get the point)? You kept me up all night!"Beast boy whined and friend Raven glared at him like he just slapped her.

"Well. . .not really. It was pretty enjoyable though." Robin said with a smirk.

"Yo,Robin. Do you have no heart? Starfire's over here,man." Cyborg said. He looked at me kindly. My ever kind big brother.

"So what? We've been over so long ago." Robin said with something almost choking his voice.

Everyone with the exception of Robin looked at me as though I were to hit Robin. I just smiled at them.

"If you may excuse me my friends, I wish to retire to my room of bed. I have yet to clean it." I left with a wave. Before I was in my quarters, I heard a voice saying "what'd i do?" and a "you are such an idiot"comment from Raven.

I collapsed on my soft violet round bed then cried. They will not look for me for sometime unless there would be trouble. How could Robin have said those things? Does he not care for what I might feel? Does he not know I am hurting?

Before I could straighten up my thoughts,I remembered something. We are not together anymore.

no,not anymore

end of chapter

A.N: so how was it? i'm happy i typed it quickly. not the easiest thing to do when my dad keeps on looking on what i was typing. please read and review. oh right! this is a robinxstarfire truly not implied. wait for the second chapter ro find the happy ending okay? lovelots :)