I'll Wait Until She Will
By Funkiechick
(This is a Nall/Ruby, of course. They ARE my favorite couple after all. God I loved that game. Anyways, everyone enjoy. No, this is not the classic Ruby turning into human form- though I am gonna write one of those ^_~- this is how Nall felt during the period of time during the Epilogue when Ruby was gone.)
I guess I really am in love, aren't I?
Otherwise it wouldn't hurt so much. That she up and goes as soon as Hiro asks her to. That she forgets about me as soon as she sees his face. That she doesn't remember me when she's with him. I'm letting how I feel go into how I lead the Dragon Kids, too. I'm starting to act like a real dork, a total dad. Even I'M annoyed at myself.
But hey, I'm not exactly repulsive. Ruby knows Hiro loves Lucia. More than anything else in the world he loves Lucia. Ruby can't ignore that, no one can. But then again, Ruby loves Hiro and I'M not exactly giving up. So I guess I can't expect her to just forget about him.
I mean, he IS everything I'm not.
I shouldn't be talking this way. I like Hiro, he's great. He reminds me of Alex sometimes, even though Alex was no where near as loud and sarcastic as Hiro can be. Actually, Hiro's a bit like me at times.
But that's not good enough for Ruby, is it?
Here I go again. Why does it hurt so much? I don't even know what she'll look like in human form! She could turn out looking like Borgan for all I know!! And the grossest part about that is I'd still love her. Goddess, does she have me whipped or what?
Why did she leave me here alone? I love these kids, I do. But they can't understand, they've been through too much already. What sort of person would I be, talking about my stupid problems to a bunch of kids?
But hey, Luna? You listening to me? 'Cause if you are, I have a friggen bone to pick with you. I've been alone for how many thousand years? Without all of you? And now I've fallen in love for the first time- really loving someone that way- and she doesn't love me back!?
This is a fucking joke isn't it, Luna? You and Alex and everybody are laughing at me. Everyone is laughing at me.
Shit, this is making me morbid.
I'm saying things I know aren't true. Luna and them love me, they always will. They can't do anything about that stupid Ruby. She'll be a beautiful human, I know it. I can just tell. There's a lot of things I know.
I miss her.
It's funny. You think about that time before you knew that person you would fall in love with, and you really want to know how you lived without them. For so long I was just alone. I was nothing. My life revolved around the Dragon Kids, and it mattered. At least to them I was something. And they were something to me. But there was still that feeling- that no one really knew me. No one really understood.
And hell, Ruby doesn't really either. But she will. Once she truly grows up-like when she really does- she'll understand what it's like to be away from things that are like you.
I know she'll be back. Once Hiro goes to the Blue Star, she'll come back. And she'll yell at me, and tell me I'm annoying and egotistical. That I'm nothing like Hiro. I know that.
But at least she'll be here, where I can watch her and wait until she does understand. Until she realizes that I really need her. More than she needs me. And hell, maybe someday she'll need me too.
Shit...
I guess I really am in love, aren't I?
END
By Funkiechick
(This is a Nall/Ruby, of course. They ARE my favorite couple after all. God I loved that game. Anyways, everyone enjoy. No, this is not the classic Ruby turning into human form- though I am gonna write one of those ^_~- this is how Nall felt during the period of time during the Epilogue when Ruby was gone.)
I guess I really am in love, aren't I?
Otherwise it wouldn't hurt so much. That she up and goes as soon as Hiro asks her to. That she forgets about me as soon as she sees his face. That she doesn't remember me when she's with him. I'm letting how I feel go into how I lead the Dragon Kids, too. I'm starting to act like a real dork, a total dad. Even I'M annoyed at myself.
But hey, I'm not exactly repulsive. Ruby knows Hiro loves Lucia. More than anything else in the world he loves Lucia. Ruby can't ignore that, no one can. But then again, Ruby loves Hiro and I'M not exactly giving up. So I guess I can't expect her to just forget about him.
I mean, he IS everything I'm not.
I shouldn't be talking this way. I like Hiro, he's great. He reminds me of Alex sometimes, even though Alex was no where near as loud and sarcastic as Hiro can be. Actually, Hiro's a bit like me at times.
But that's not good enough for Ruby, is it?
Here I go again. Why does it hurt so much? I don't even know what she'll look like in human form! She could turn out looking like Borgan for all I know!! And the grossest part about that is I'd still love her. Goddess, does she have me whipped or what?
Why did she leave me here alone? I love these kids, I do. But they can't understand, they've been through too much already. What sort of person would I be, talking about my stupid problems to a bunch of kids?
But hey, Luna? You listening to me? 'Cause if you are, I have a friggen bone to pick with you. I've been alone for how many thousand years? Without all of you? And now I've fallen in love for the first time- really loving someone that way- and she doesn't love me back!?
This is a fucking joke isn't it, Luna? You and Alex and everybody are laughing at me. Everyone is laughing at me.
Shit, this is making me morbid.
I'm saying things I know aren't true. Luna and them love me, they always will. They can't do anything about that stupid Ruby. She'll be a beautiful human, I know it. I can just tell. There's a lot of things I know.
I miss her.
It's funny. You think about that time before you knew that person you would fall in love with, and you really want to know how you lived without them. For so long I was just alone. I was nothing. My life revolved around the Dragon Kids, and it mattered. At least to them I was something. And they were something to me. But there was still that feeling- that no one really knew me. No one really understood.
And hell, Ruby doesn't really either. But she will. Once she truly grows up-like when she really does- she'll understand what it's like to be away from things that are like you.
I know she'll be back. Once Hiro goes to the Blue Star, she'll come back. And she'll yell at me, and tell me I'm annoying and egotistical. That I'm nothing like Hiro. I know that.
But at least she'll be here, where I can watch her and wait until she does understand. Until she realizes that I really need her. More than she needs me. And hell, maybe someday she'll need me too.
Shit...
I guess I really am in love, aren't I?
END