Ok I am officially stuck on Narumals, so here is a new installment of my nightmare series *weak yay.*
Warning: Following story contains foul language, rape, and disturbing themes.
Well, let's get this party started:
If writing looks like this, it is a flashback
Disclaimer: Don't own the characters, but if I ever do, hide the children!
Oh and one more thing, the rape scene was written by animalking17, I just toyed around with it. :P Animalking17 is also the beta of the story, he loves Yaoi!
Naruto's POV:
I hate the light of the sun, and all that it reveals. The night is my protection, my shield, my sanctuary. I'm not a vampire, but sometimes I wish I was. Being a vampire would be a better situation then the one that I am currently living with. I rub my stomach, careful not to touch the wound the he has inflicted on me.
The jolly circus music plays behind me, its playful notes giving me a migraine. He will be looking for me soon, wondering why I am not in the ticket booth waiting for the customers to arrive. Getting up slowly, I flinch at the pain from my wound, and stagger to the booth. I pray to whatever God can hear me that today he will leave me alone.
"Hey Naruto!" I looked up and saw Sakura and Ino standing by the ticket booth. Not as if I would see one without the other. Sakura and Ino were two heads on one body, and part of the circus cast along with three others. Most people would call them freaks, but to me they were just people.
"Hey you two, what are you doing out here? You know what he will do if he finds you outside." I warned them. "He? Oh you mean Sasuke?" Sakura cocked her head, "why do you have so much hatred for him?" "Yea." Ino agreed with her, "What did he ever do to you?" If only they knew.
"Never mind that, just get back inside, it's almost show time." I said uneasily, if Sasuke was to come out and see me with them, I was sure not to get any peace today. Fine, come on Sakura," Ino sniffed pretending to be offended. "As if I have a choice,"Sakura sighed in annoyance and a hint of sadness. Watching the cast of the circus always brought a pain into my heart. They went through so much, yet were given so little, and most of the time they didn't complain.
"Excuse me, N-naruto?" I turned towards the voice and saw Hinata hiding behind the flap of the tent. "What's wrong Hinata?" "It's Choiji, n-nobody fed him today." "Right, I will get on it, thank you Hinata." I reassured her. She gave a shy bow and backed away quickly. Four people made up this circus's cast. All different yet connected by their unwanted appearances.
Sakura and Ino, a two headed girl with a tough attitude, Hinata, a shy girl that had four arms and blue skin, Choiji, a rather round polite boy who was a cannibal, and Shikamaru, a genius fated with a very strange appearance that I do not know the story of. In fact, I didn't know the story of any of the cast members. Were they born like that, or what? Sighing and shaking my head, I got into my position at the booth, making a mental note to feed Choiji before the show started.
Sasuke's POV:
He hates me. I can tell. Not that it mattered; as long as he belonged to me I didn't care how he felt towards me. I stand in the shadow that the tent composes and watch him, smirking as he gingerly caresses the wound that I have marked him with. As long as that wound is there he will never be able to leave. He stands up and begins to walk most likely to the ticket booth where I have put him to work. I can see that he is limping, a souvenir from last nights' punishment.
To say that I enjoyed his discomfort would be an understatement. It brought a smile to my face, which is an amazing feat for anyone. Turning away, I start towards my own job as ringmaster and owner of this circus. This circus has been passed down from my family for many generations. And though what performs in this circus has changed, the name hasn't, Usagi Hyrugi Circus. I can remember as a child how fun this circus was for children. Clowns, lion tamers, acrobats, and many types of animals doing fun and amazing tricks. To me it seemed strange to see what the circus now had as its cast, freaks, but no one seemed to care. A freak circus for people to see and enjoy, for the people who no longer wanted cute and amazing, but strange and appalling. The same people who had once enjoyed this circus when it was still run by my father and my fathers' father, now enjoyed it with a new prospective without any complaint.
"G-good morning Uchiha sama," the blue freak named Hinata bowed her usually greeting. I gave her a curt nod and walked past the exhibits of the four freaks without meeting any of their eyes. It has been seven years since I began this freak circus and I still am not able to look them in the eyes. It isn't disgust or remorse, more like a familiarity that they are my employees. Not that any of the customers see that, they see me more like a zoo keeper because of the cages that I keep them in. Of course, it wasn't my idea to keep them in there, the cast wanted them. For safety purposes, I suppose.
Two months ago was when I brought Naruto to live here forever. When I first saw him, he was a customer to my circus himself. Seems like he only got here, and he still isn't happy. Not that I care. He was more of a prisoner then the freaks were, and he knew that his chain was much shorter than those of the casts'. The cast didn't know about his position, just thought that he was a teenager trying to work his way through school. I don't really mind if they find out, it's no skin off my back. Of course, with Naruto it was probably a different story.
What attracted me to him? I don't really know. He isn't like the other people who come around here to gawk and laugh at my cast. He feels great sorrow for them. I can tell he hates this circus more than the freaks. He doesn't realize that the cast can leave when ever they want to. There is no contract bounding them, they are here because I have offered them a home. It's not perfect, but at least they cannot be hurt anymore than they need to.
Naruto's POV:
Feeding Choiji was always a mysterious task, since he was a cannibal. I knew what was in the small package that Sasuke kept in the freezer for him, and I greatly appreciated that I didn't have to look at it. I hope to never find out where Choiji's meals came from. I stand bored at the ticket booth, stamping the customers tickets as they go in. I always thought that a circus like this wouldn't have many customers after running for God knows how long, but it seems that more come everyday.
As the last customer gets his ticket stamped and goes in, I think about the time when I was a customer here. I had no idea what kind of circus it was, but my friend who had brought me assured me it was going to be a 'blast.' That day was probably about a month or two ago, but it felt like it has been a year. I met Sasuke for the first time that day, and that was when my life was ruined.
"Hey Naruto, guess what?" I turned to my best friend Kiba, jumping around excitedly. "What?" I asked laughing at his behavior, which reminded me of a puppy. "I was online looking for a new hangout, you know since that old one is getting torn down." I nodded remembering how devastated Kiba and I were to find out that the little coffee shop we hung out at was sold and being torn down for a new clothing store. "Well you'll never guess what I found!" He said practically shaking with anticipation. "Damn Kiba, just spit it out already before you piss yourself," I teased. He gave me a look before continuing, "a circus!"
I gave him a strange look, "a circus, you mean with those weird lion tamers sticking their heads in lion's mouths and elephants parading everywhere, no thanks." Kiba's smile grew more, "it isn't that kind of circus, trust me, it is unbelievable." "Trust me Kiba; anything you suggest is bound to be unbelievable." He punched me playfully in the shoulder, "seriously dude, it will be worth it." "Fine, but you pay for the tickets." I laughed as he stuck his tongue at me. "So when are we going?"
"Tomorrow after school." My smile disappeared, "but I have a project due on Monday, so I need all weekend to finish." Kibasighed irritately, "for what class?" "Biology." "See, that's easy. You can have it done in three hours tops; we have to check out this circus!" "I don't know Kiba, this project is a really big part of my grade, and I don't want to ruin my grade point average just to see a circus." Kiba sighed in frustration, "but I told you, this isn't just any circus, this circus it's going to be huge, the best that you've ever seen!" "But…" Kiba grabbed me by the shoulders and shook me in mock anger, "you have to! You just have to! You wouldn't make poor me go all by myself to a big circus where I could get kidnapped!" I shook my head, "fine, fine, I'll go, but I'm serious about you paying for the tickets."
"Come on Naruto we're going to be late!" I stumbled behind Kiba as he pulled towards the circus. "Calm down Kiba, the show doesn't start for another ten minutes." "I love to be early you know that!" I laughed as we continued down the path. "Hey Kiba, you never told me what the circus had in place of the elephants and junk." Kiba grinned, "it's a surprise so don't ask again." Huffing in annoyance, I searched for any signs that might have given me a clue, but the only sign to be seen was a big one reading:
Usagi Hyrugi Circus
Come see the unexpected
"Oi Kiba, I don't think I really want to go so much now." I said uneasily, "this place is looking pretty creepy." Kiba snickered, "come on scaredy cat, we're already here." I saw that his words were true as a big looming tent hovered above us in black and blue. There were hardly any people coming to see the show, that or they already bought their tickets and were inside the tent taking their seats. "Where do we buy the tickets?" Kiba mumbled looking around the circus grounds. I searched to and spotted a lone podium with a semi tall man dressed in black and blue eerie clothing and the sign 'tickets' written on it. "Over there," I nodded towards the podium with the man and as we neared it, I couldn't help but feel more anxiety to get out of here, "hey Kiba can we just go home? This circus is starting to creep me out." But that's what it is supposed to do."
I jumped at the sudden unfamiliar voice and realized we had arrived at the podium, the voice belonged to the man behind it. "Sasuke Uchiha, ringmaster and owner of the Usagi Hyrugi Circus." He gave us a small mock bow, before staring at me with piercing obsidian eyes. "Um, r-right…" I mumbled nervously at the way he looked at me, as if I were a piece of meat. Kiba didn't notice, "hey can I buy two tickets?" The man handed Kiba the tickets and took the money from him, all without taking his eyes off of me. "Come on Naruto; let's go find some seats closest to the ring." Kiba urged impatiently, pulling me into the tent. "Enjoy the Usagi Hyrugi Circus, where you'll see the unexpected," Sasuke called after us, giving me chills that ran down my spine.
"That guy gave me chills," I shivered. "The ringmaster? He wasn't so scary, but the circus will give you chills beyond your wildest imaginations." Kiba leered trying, and succeeding, at making me more scared. We took our seats in the front row, and on closer inspection I could see there were quite a lot of people watching. Looking at the people sitting around us, I could see that they weren't the friendliest bunch of grapes you would want to be sitting with. They all looked like either crooks and robbers, ex-convicts, and other felons. "Kiba, I really-" "Shh, it's about to start!" Kiba shushed excitedly as the lights in the tent dimmed. I watched as the ringmaster walked out onto the platform in the middle of the ring, and I could see that he was watching me as well.
His stare made my blood run cold, and I had a hard time listening to the words coming out of his mouth. What ever he said, it must have been an introduction for an act because he moved out of the spotlight and into the back as two people rode into the ring on a unicycle. At least I thought it was two people until they came into the light, I realized then that it was a two headed girl, two heads on one body. My eyes widened as I realized what kind of circus this was, and the taunting words coming from the audience didn't put my nerves to easy. As the two headed girl left, the next freak came out, a blue girl with four arms.
I hurriedly got up and tried to get out of this damn tent, but Kiba grabbed my arm before I could take a step. "Dude, where're you going? The show just started." I shook my head frantically, "there is no way I can stay here another minute, Kiba this is wrong!" He gave me a look, "dude, it's just entertainment, so sit back and be entertained." "No, I'll wait outside for you Kiba." I shook my hand out of his grip and he watched reluctantly as I walked out.
I quickly got out of the tent and tried to catch my breath. A circus with freaks? A freak circus? It was so wrong, so immoral! How could that bastard of a ringmaster humiliate those poor people? Anger ran through me as I thought more of the injustice that was happening in that tent. This had to be stopped, was it even legal?
"Didn't enjoy the show?" I jumped as I heard the ringmaster's voice. "No, I didn't." I growled trying to keep my voice steady, "this circus is an abomination!" Sasuke looked at me calmly, even though I was practically steaming with fury. "This place should be shut down!" "Do you hate my cast that much?" He asked with a mocking smirk and knowing look. "Hate your cast? Why the hell would you think that! These people have a right to not be humiliated like this in front of all those people, including a bastard like you." The ringmaster seemed surprised for a second, "what did you call them?" Now I was pissed, "you mean people? That's what they are; I see nothing wrong with that!" I defiantly crossed my arms and glared at him.
He stared off into space for a moment, registering the words that had come out of my mouth. He snapped back into reality and gave me sinister smile, "so let me get this straight. You want to help these, people, as you call them?" "Of course, and you better not get in my way!" I reached into my pocket for my phone to call the cops, but he grabbed my hand and pulled me against him. "Let me go! I said not to get in my way!" I yelled trying to struggle out of his grip. "I think it's great that you want to help my cast, really I do. But pray tell me, who's going to help you?" My blood ran cold as he clamped a hand over my mouth to muffle my protests, and began to drag me towards a small building beside the big tent.
What the hell was happening? I struggled more aggressively to no avail as we reached the small building, where Sasuke stayed I presumed. He released me causing me to lose my footing and to fall ungracefully on the ground. "What the fuck do you think you're doing?" I screamed angrily. The ringmaster shut and locked the door and studied me carefully, making me feel like a specimen under a magnifying glass. I took a quick look around the room, which was pretty bare not counting the bed behind me and the dresser by the door.
I turned back towards him and found he was still watching me, "why the hell are you staring at me like that!" He quickly grabbed my arm and pulled me up and against him again. His sudden movement caused me to let out a small squeak and as I once again tried to increase the space between me and Sauke to no avail, he moved his lips to my ear, "don't worry. I plan to do more than look.
His words sent shivers down my spine, "what the hell is your deal! Let go of me!" He just smirked and began grind and rub against my hips with his own raising fear in me. "Help! Somebody fucking help me!" I screamed in terror at the top of my lungs, hoping someone would hear. Sasuke took the opportunity to roughly push his lips against mine and forced his tongue into my mouth. I gagged at the intruding object and bit down as hard as I could causing his tongue to split open, but he just pushed his mouth harder against mine despite the rusty taste of blood filling both of our mouths. Sasuke pulled his lips away from mine giving me a chance to gasp in much needed air.
Before I could cuss him out again, he grabbed me roughly and pushed me on top of the bed. "Prepare yourself," he murmured in my ear. Forcefully, he grabbed my arms and pulled them above my head with one hand, and with the other he undid the tie around his neck and proceeded to tie it securely around my wrists and one of the bed posts. He grabbed me by my hair roughly and began to lick and bite my neck. I was scared and didn't know what to do, I shook my head to rid him of my neck but he continued his ravaging.
He suddenly gripped the hem of my pants and boxers and slipped me out of them and commenced to playing with my anus. The intrusion caused panic in me and I kicked out at Sasuke. "Fucking stop! You sick bastard!" He easily ceased my kicking with abnormal strength and leaning in said, "Just lay there and be quiet or I will just have to force you to obey." I growled in discomfort as he spread my legs open and sat between them, and spitting in his hand, he rubbed his makeshift lube around and inside my ass making me flinch.
"What a nice ass you have, I can't wait to fuck It.", his voice changed to a more cynical tone. He harshly inserted two of his fingers into me and made a scissor motion with them. "Stop! Please, don't do this to me!" I felt tears coming into my eyes. "Shut the fuck up, and let me fuck you." he said lowly. He carefully observed me, his fingers still in me, and he smiled. He licked my neck and my cheek, it felt so wrong! He told me to open my mouth, and I was scared, but only scared of what he would do to me if I didn't. I opened my mouth and felt Sauke's tongue inside my mouth once again exploring and running over my own tongue and teeth, his fingers still pumping inside of me slowly. I wanted to punch him, I wanted to spit at his face, but I was tied, I was vulnerable! What could I do?
He pulled away, leaving some of his saliva in my mouth which I swallowed shamefully after he gave me an expectant look. I felt a tear fall on my cheek, "fuck you! Fuck you stupid teme!" He slapped me, hard, and snarled at me "no my little fox. Fuck you!" He removed his fingers and unbuttoned his pants, and turning me so my back was facing him, he caused the ties around my wrist to become tighter and more uncomfortable. He gripped the back of my legs roughly and lifted my ass towards him before he violently forced his penis into me.
I let out a blood curling yell as pain jolted my body at the harsh treatment. "You still want to cuss at me? You. Still. Want. To. Insult. Me?" He thrust inward after each ending word, his thrusting becoming rougher and he was making me scream in pain. It hurt incredibaly! His penis was much longer and thicker than his fingers, and it made me writhe in great discomfort. "Quit moving and relax. Or I'll have to make it hurt more!" he pounded me harder to show what he meant, making me scream even louder.
I yelled at the fierce penetration, his penis plunging deeper and deeper into me. "Stop! It hurts!" I cried, tears running freely down my face. The ringmaster ignored my pleas and continued as if he hadn't heard me. He dug his fingernails into my side, leaving little red half moon marks in my flesh, shifting my backside every so often so he could plunge in deeper and harder more easily. My breathing was becoming ragged and pained, and the tears wouldn't stop. His hands removed themselves from my sides and traveled down my thighs and into my private area.
He stroked my own length with one hand and squeezed my balls with the other. Humiliation burned my face as he moved his hand up and down my length, rubbing the slit between his fingers for half a second each time he reached the end. Why did this feel good to others? I only felt pain and embarrassment as my body was continuously violated. Sasuke's thrusting began to slow and I knew he was close to coming inside of me. The thought made my stomach churn, and by the sensation in my lower region, I knew I was close too.
He knew as well, and his hands began to work harder and faster, until finally I released and soon after, he did as well. He pulled out and allowed me to lower my ass. I felt pain like no pain I experienced before, how did women do this? My body shivered with exhaustion, there were still tears pouring from my eyes, and I could feel the bastard watching me with a sneer. "I fucking hate you!" I managed to choke out between tears and ragged breathes. I couldn't even turn to look at him, but I knew he was amused. "Are you disgusted? Do you feel dirty?" He whispered into my ear. "Go away!" I yelled weakly, tears racking my body. "Oh, we're not done here, not yet." My eyes widened as he grabbed and turned me onto my back. He got up from the bed and rebuttoned his pants before going to the dresser and removing two more ties from a drawer. Despite my struggling, he easily tied a tie around each of my ankles, making me spread my legs unwillingly.
"Tell me, Naruto was it," he didn't wait for a response, "if you had a dog, wouldn't you do all you could to make sure it did not run away?" "What are you talking about? How does this connect to me?" I was becoming tired, and it was a great effort to keep my eyes open. "I see the drug is taking affect." My eyes widened slightly, "drug? What drug?" My memory flashed to when he left saliva in my mouth and made me swallow it. "You fucking bastard! First you rape me, and then you drugged me?" I was pissed, but the drug was definitely taking effect fast. "Why the hell are you doing this to me?" I cried weakly. Sasuke walked closer to me, a scalpel in his hand, "because as of today, you belong to me, and only me. And as an owner would his dog, I'll take drastic measures to make sure you stay by your master's feet." I could barely register his words before I blacked out.
I remember that day so clearly, but I never figured what he had done to me when I blacked out. He wouldn't say and I wouldn't ask, but what ever it was, it hurt like a bitch. It hurt me to walk or sit, it hurt to digest food, hell sometimes it even hurt to just stand. Most of all, though, it hurt the most when I got punished by him. And even after that day, I never saw Kiba again, by the time I had awakened it had been two days since that night. Maybe one day I'll see him again, but not with that prick in the way.
Sasuke's POV:
Today's show is a success, as usual, and I feel relief as the people leave. I hate this circus, so much that I wish I could shut it down. Of course that is impossible, simply because I wouldn't know what else to do. And the freaks needed this. Yes the freaks would come first, or second, right after Naruto. My little fox is troubled, I can tell because his eyes have become vacant and pained as he unconsciously rubs my gift to him on his stomach.
I smile as I remember when I gave it to him, it was fun and bloody, and it secured my beliefs that he would never leave the circus with it in him. He most likely didn't even know what was in him, but I wasn't going to say until he asked. Which he wouldn't do since he was too proud, or maybe it was fear? What ever it was, I gave me satisfaction that he didn't know how to deal with it.
"Um S-sasuke sama, how bad was Narutos' accident?" I jumped slightly at the sudden voice. I turned slightly at the owner of the voice, "I don't know Hinata, why do you ask?" The blue freak looked worriedly at Naruto who was finished for the day and was limping painfully back to his own home, a room that was located behind the building where the freaks stayed and to left of my building. "He looks like he is getting worse everyday. I think he needs to go see a doctor." Hinata nervously looked down to the ground. "No need for that Hinata," I assured her, "I'll take care of it." "H-hai sir," she bowed and hurried away.
In order to explain Naruto's condition to the freaks I told them he had been in a car accident. It wasn't my idea, it was my fox's, and it made me wonder if Naruto wanted to make a good impression to the freaks. He never told them why he was here so they made their own assumptions, he didn't tell them why he refused to talk to me in front of them, and he by no means say a thing about his life before he came to Usagi Hyrugi Circus. I think it was because he was embarrassed, or maybe it was due to his need to be strong willed and not wanting to show weakness to anyone, something that I would soon break him of.
Well did you like? Lol sucks right? Well any who, just review and if you want you can put your guesses of what is in Naruto and maybe how the freaks got the way they are. Isn't Sasuke such an asshole? Oh and in case your wondering why I named the circus Usagi Hyrugi instead of using Sasuke's last name is because I can… Well till next time!