Emotions Pain
I'm sorry for what I did
Can you ever forgive me?
You were right in every sense
But I didn't want to admit it
Now you lay there dyeing
A wound inflicted by me
As much as my heart is aching
I'm still so far from weeping
I hate you, but I love you
It's tearing my soul apart
Yet no tears I shed
As you life spills on to my hands
How can emotion be beautiful?
When you're sinking in a black abyss?
I wish I were like your friend Heero
With no emotions to kill his mind
So you lay there in pain
While I sit on my knees on this floor
Even as my heart wrenches in agony
No tears will ever grace my face