A/N: This is my first Digimon poem. I thought of it during stage band, so remember that when you read. This is told form Hikari's POW, so therefore, I. Also, keep in mind that I'm a morbid person and I can't stand the current Hikari, so she'll be a bit voilent. And remeber that I'm not a romance person. I'm sci-fi. Well, enjoy!

Dream
by Elione

Every night I dream and I dream,
I dream about you all day and night,
That's the reason I'm so willing to sleep,
And dream of thee.
I dream every night of sapphire, in any form or way,

Yamato...

I try not to think of you, but I can't,
Your image just lurks in my mind,
The empty, void abyss.
It just kills me to look at you sometimes.
Especially when kissing her, or talking to her...
Oh, you know, Sora.

Sometimes, I wish you'd just look at me once, for who I really am...
Not your stupid best friend's little sister or anything like that.
Really...
But I know it's all a fantasy,
For things like that never happen,
Or do they(?)

I wish I hadn't made my mistake,
Of just standing still like an idiot,
When you said, "Come, Hikari."
Or at least your eyes did.
Or did they(?)

Now I know, you'll never love me,
Like you do Sora or Mimi, or maybe any other girl I can't think of.
I'm a pessimist. I just know it.
Like they say, I'm cursed.

I know...
You've barely spoken a word to me in your entire life, except, "Oh damn, your brother is going to KILL me!"
That was ages ago.
It seems like it all happened today.

I've tried telling you.
I wrote countless letters, all of which ended up in the fire,
And I did tell you, didn't I?
I don't think you thought I was serious.
After all, how serious can 14 year olds be?

I just hope Sora and the others treat you like crap.
I hope Sora DOES get to sleep with Taichi, when she's really dating you.
You'll know how a broken heart will feel like.
Oh, but you'll never know.

Taichi's banging his head on the wall,
Moaning about how *he* can't get Sora.
I hope he gets his wish and you get pissed big time.

But don't worry,
You won't ever have to worry about me again in your pathetic life.
I've decided that the only escape form Earth is Death.
Death is my lover, so what?
And oh no, it's not your fault.
I have my reasons.

But you're missing a lot,
I'm telling you now, Yamato.
Oh, but you wouldn't care.
You never have, I see now.
You never cared for other's feelings,
I see that too,
When you smirked, "No, Hikari."

I'm human,
That's unfortunate.

I was blind back then,
Now I see,
There is no light at the end of the tunnel.

~Yagami Hikari.

Newsflash: Yamato gets a letter in his mail box a few days later. He's broken up with Sora. He calls the Yagami residence, answered by a sobbing Taichi. Can you guess what happened?

Ending Note: I don't want it to seem like I'm biased or naive or anything. I'm not sexist. I happen to like Yama a LOT. Hikari, I hate. So evidently, I make her suffer. Just kidding. Ok, they both suffer here. I apologize for the ending. It's sorta, well, stupid. In my opinion.. Please review and give me feedback. I need to know how it turned out. Oh, and, tell me of it sucks. Thanks. Elione, pissed cuz she can't upload her bio pic. (Ellone from FFVIII)