Disclaimer I dont own twilight but I do own my boyfriends heart.

EPOV

I look out the window and see that its raining again... I'm sitting in front of the piano my hands rest on the keys but I can't even move my hand to play. Ever since I left bella I just cant get past this undying depression... Its been three years and not a day, hour, not even a full minute has gone by without the thought of how I lied to her face and how she believed me so easily.

One thought I have of her constantly makes me so much sadder. And that is that the day before bella's birthday I gave her something she wanted. I gave her my virginity in exchange for hers. And then the day after her birthday I broke her heart. She must think I didnt want anything but that from her. I feel like my heart is being ripped apart when I even think of that...

Ohh poor edward. I wish a miricle would happen and bella could come back in our lifes. It hasnt been the same since we left her. I hope shes alright though...

I agree with esme I wish I could have her back. But I didnt and still dont want to doom her to a life where she will have an uncontrolable and unending thirst for blood.

Knock, knock, knock!

"I'll get it." Carlisle says already at the door. I can see from his thoughts him opening the door to a man and pregnant woman he is holding on to her while she rubs her belly and gasps for air. Both of their faces are covered by the hoods of their long jackets.

"Are you Carlisle Cullen?" the man says not looking up.

"Yes I'm Carlisle is there something I can do for you?" how does he know my name?

The man looks up

his eyes...

What do you think his eyes look like? What do think is going to happen? Well you'll just have to find out next time on a new twilight! Review.