K, Well, no burns, because I don't know what I'm writing!!! Well, this story was just a burst of inspiration, but it is probably not much different from the ones you have written. Well, if you are reading this, I just have one thing to say,... THANKYOU!!! You people that read this are the people that make close to the happiest person ever!!! ( well a bigger house would be good, but maybe later?) Well, thanxs for reading my fic!!! ~*~*~*!*!*!*!*!*!*~*~*~*~*~*~*!*!*!*!*!*!*~*~*~*~*~*!*!*!*!*~*~*~*~*!*!*!*!* !*!*~*~*~*~*~*!*!*!*!*!*!*!*!*!*&*&*&*&*&*&*&*&*&*&*&*&*&*&

Unwanted

By ME!!!

Chapter one: close to death-song is bottom of the bottle, by Smile empty soul.

Hermione was lying on the sofa in her house, as she waited for her father to come home. She had been waiting for four hours now. he said he had something to tell her, and he had a gift for her. She waited and waited, as the crackling sound of the fire put the room into a comfortable silence. The flames were lapping over each other, and were mesmerizing to Hermione's eyes.

Then, the door swing open, and the storm outside was blowing into the room, sending chills down Hermione's spine. She looked, and saw her father standing in the doorframe, and he was breathing in deep. His pants for breath were heavy, and his eyes were flaring with anger. Her was glaring at her, and his mouth turned into a small smirk. He then lunged through the air, and landed on top of Hermione.

Hermione screamed as her father took his fists, and repeated slapping them across Hermione's body. She screamed out in pain, but the pillow that was placed over her head, in order to suffocate her, muffled her screams. She then took her chance, and kneed her father in the crotch, and her cried in pain, and she slid up, as pain surrounded her body, as if fire was drowning her, but she ran out the door, and into the backyard.

Hermione saw a tree, and began to climb up it. Bruises were forming on her arms, and as she breathed in and out, pain formed at her lungs. She then lifted her shirt up the slightest bit, and saw a purple-blackish circle with blood drops, gently sliding down her stomach. She winced just at the sight of it, and when she took her finger, and gently put the slightest amount of pressure on it, she nearly screamed. She just kept climbing up the tree, and when she saw her father coming, she began to hold her breath.

"Your worthless! I know that you can hear me! You are nothing, and never will be! You don't deserve any of this, and you don't deserve anything! You don't even deserve the bruises that I placed on you! You're unwanted here! I'll put your stuff outside, and you can manage on your own! Live in the real world for once! You shouldn't even be alive! Your mother is a bitch, and worked in a strip club when I found her! You were supposed to be dead when I pushed her down the stairs! You are unwanted by both of us! Your not worth any more of the air in my lungs!!!" And with that, Hermione's dad walked away, as tears were streaming down Hermione's face.

Hermione then saw her window open, and stuff being thrown out of the window. She then saw the window close after all of her belongings were thrown recklessly out of the window. After this, she waited to see if her father was still there, and she saw a shadow move away from the room after about three minutes of waiting. She then Jumped down from the tree, and realized that that was a bad idea, as her ribs gave a fierce ache of pain as she landed, and she collapsed on the ground. Then she rolled onto her back, before her stomach hit the ground, but all the fast movement was making her feel great pain. She the looked up at the night sky, looking up at the stars. She wanted to scream, but the fear of her father finding her, was enough to make any person tremble in fear. Hermione thought of what she was going to do, but she just couldn't. She stared at the stars, and traced patterns of pictures of her family when she was younger.

For Hermione, her father would give her a beating every other day or so. But never this bad. Hermione learned to zone out, and just accept the pain, but never had it been emotional and physical. Hermione thought she should just kill herself right there, and then, but something just kept her alive. Hermione had started some drugs, and she tried cutting her wrist, she had the scars to prove it, but nobody would think 'good old Granger would never do anything like that, she is just a book worm.' That is what they would all say. Hermione just kept crying, and she didn't stop. She thought that the tears would never end, and then she said to herself, maybe they never will?

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Been scared and lonely, I've asked myself is something wrong with you. My girlfriend told me I need some time alone to deal with issues

But something makes me carry on, it's difficult to understand, why I always want to fly

I do it for the drugs I do it just to feel alive I do it for the love, that I get from the bottom of a bottle

You always call me, and ask me how I make it through the day I'm always falling, I guess it's just gods way of making me pay

But something makes me carry on, it's difficult to understand, why I always want to fly

I do it for the drugs I do it just to feel alive I do it for the love that I get from the bottom of the bottle I do it for the drugs I do it just to feel alive I do it for the love that I get from the bottom of the bottle

And I, I wonder why I try and I, I wonder why I bother and I, I wonder why I cry, why I, I go through all this trouble

I do it for the drugs, I do it just to feel alive, I do it for the love that I get from the bottom of a bottle

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K, well first chapta!!! I am soooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy, and every person that reads my story, I will read there's, and review it too!!! thank ya if ya made it this far!!! K, well, who do any of ya want Harry to be with, and Ron? Ya know what, I hate Ginny!!! So ya know, I think I might make something bad happen to her!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!! K, well, I am not as weird as I sound, maybe I am!!! K, well, I will try to update soon!!!