A/N My first Black Butler fanfic :3 finished season 2 just three days ago, (I cried my eyes out when you know who died) ohmygod I LOVE CielxAlois /Alois fangirl scream/ no matter how fucked up he was, he just wanted to be loved, and I am a real sucker to mysterious troubled crazy-ass characters like him *_* Soo yes, this is a Yaoi story, was going to be a one shot but ended up being a..erm, two shot? xD dont expect to much dudes. Pretty godamn sad, and I cant believe I actually went with this idea, but you like.

Main Characters-Ciel Phantomhive and Alois Trancy, and perhaps some CxS

Rate-T for, erm, I guess you could call it rape and "disturbing" of.

It was a little over seven o`clock when the Ciel Phantomhive and his loyal butler, Sebastian Michaelis were ready to leave the Trancy resident after the "cheap and just stupid (or soo Ciel says)" ball. A ball,a battlebetween two chosen ones, one who seeks love, the other who seeks revenge, desire and frustration, missing and wanting... getting exciting isnt it?

However, where were we? oh yes, the end of the ball.

It was raining, not that rain was something very refreshing nor surprising in London, or in England for that matter.

But the amount of rain pouring down the skies, the gods crying over something obviously saddening, the clouds sweating cold water after running a long lap around the world, all that was more than enough reasons for the cruel Alois Trancyto (a little too kindly) offer Ciel and Sebastian a room in their residence.

Ciel,being the proud motherfucker he is, declined.

and Sebastian, being the cautious (and nearly too sexy to be human, I mean, devil.) he is, thought if it would be better if they stayed.

And for reasons that are beyond me, Sebastian urged them to stay.

Was it too mock and annoy Ciel? or did he really care soo much about Ciel`s pretty face getting wet? (not that really helped much-the wet face thing, I mean- more like blood face, but yeah, whatever).

Granted, having two hot-headed stoo sexy thats its barely legal young aristocrats with homosexual tendencies under one roof, the expected happened.

But , that part of the evening is still too far away, soo lets skip the "farewell" to all the visitors, and while were at that, lets also skip the part where Lizzie cried all over the place and Alois eventually kissed her hand as a goodbye same goes for Ciel, the part where those two weird Indian guys announced that they were starting their own restaurant,and the part were the triplets from hell had to literally KICK Lau and Lady Mau out for drug consume.

What matters to me is when the church ticked the midnight bells.

Oh yes.

But to keep all you lovely readers in tempt, and to not make this a gag story, lets invite ourselves to the dinner time in the Trancy mansion, that same faited night where two flames burned together in eachothers embrace full of hatred.

"Sebastian, do we REALLY have to stay here?" said the beautiful (I dont think "beatiful" is the best way to describe a GUY) Ciel Phantomhive to his butler while they were waiting for the dessert to be served, Lady Hanna passed and cleaned a stain on the tablecloth in a split second, smiled at Ciel,bowed a little and eventually moved out of the room as she heared her young master let out a scream and a "HANNA! Come her damnit!" Ciel rest his head on his hand and looked at Sebastian "Its full of weird people" he acknowleaged.

"Young master, dont you like the people here? Frankly, I could bet that more than one person here like you" he said, not lacking any mocking tone whatsoever.

"And, young master, leaving in this rain is not something we should do"

Ciel, however, ignored Sebastian, because he can. "This house sickens me,everyone is afraid of Alois, that son of a-"

"Mind your choice of words..."

"...Young master" Sebastian finally finished.

"Whatever, its practically the same if I put you in one same house with that weird Shinigami, how does he call himself? oh yes, Grell" he teasingly eyed Sebastian, but Sebastian was also good in teasing.

"Hmm, good point" Ciel tossed his head up towards the door as if to say "Oh look, there`s the sleezy blonde guy coming" but of course Ciel didnt say this out loud.

"With all reasons young master, but if I wouldnt know better, I would say that you yourself dont mind being under the same roof as Alois Trancy" Sebastian whispered in Ciel`s ear, causing Ciel to look the other way, and smirk at the butler.

"Sebastian, I thought you would know better, do you honestly think tha-"

"Why hello there Ciel..." Alois triumphantly smiled to the boy, and sat on the other side of the table as Claude pushed the chair out for his young master, Hanna, the triplets, and Claude (after putting the dessert on the table, that is) himself colocated themselves next to their young master.

"...Sebastian" Alois nodded at the devilish butler.

"What took you soo long Alois? and isnt this pretty simple food for someone like yourself?" Ciel asked, poking the strawberry that was lying phatetically in a pool of melted chocolate on the plate with his fork.

"I dont think soo" Alois paused, and licked the chocolate from his thumb, a deadly silence filled the room, Alois looked mocking, bitchy and almost superior to Ciel, who was just looking questiongly at the plate, and felt uncomfortable as Alois was licking his thumb a little longer than he should, but it was not unconfortable as in oh-my-god-soo-I-was-like-the-only-girl-there-like-oh-ma-gosh it was more unconfortable as in the there-was-this-totally-hot-and-sexy-guy-sitting-infront-of-me-whom-I-have-accidently-not-really-stabbed-licking-his-thumb-and-looking-at-me-all-seductively-and-surely-expecting-me-to-eat-this-food-that-isnt-too-appropiate-for-two-guys-to-eat unconfortable, sure you felt that ounce or more times in your life.

Finally Alois broke the silence "Strawberries with molt chocolate has been considered a delicaty for quite a few hundred years, a luxe anyone could afford and-"

He looked over to Hanna "Its a seductive food, also common when someone..."

"Is on his deathbed dont you think?"

Hanna and the triplets nodded.

"What a stupidity" Ciel finally said, but politely eating the strawberries. Alois was looking at him for a while and finally said "Talk about seductive".

This caused Ciel to grunt.

Another deadly silence filled the room, another awkward 10 minutes, Alois AND Ciel eating the chocolate and strawberries way to slow for two normal (but then again, I wouldnt call these two normal) people. Until, again Alois broke the silence.

"Oops" He boredly passed his hand around cheek, chocolate all over his face.

"Arent you a little kid" Ciel suggested, and poked the last strawberry in his mouth, causing Alois to lick his lips and moving his tongue wildly.

Claude was about to get a napkin and nicely whipe the chocolate of his masters cheek, however.

"Claude, , be a dear?" Hanna nodded, and stuck her tongue out to lick her masters cheek gently, and slowly, Ciel`s eyes widened, and hastly looked over to Sebastian.

"Do you wish me to lick your cheek aswell, young master?" He said sarcastically.

A disaproving look, and a rather awkward look is how Ciel answered.

"Pft" they continued observing, Alois, who seemed pleased with himself, his expression suddenly darkened, his eyes looking more evil, and his eyebrows centering.

"DAMNIT! CANT YOU DO ANYTHING RIGHT?" he jumped up and slapped his maid across her dark skin,stood up, and eventually kicked her down on the floor, the triplets nor Claude moved a muscle.

"Always the same damn story with you!" he stood above Hanna,again kicking her, looking at her with a pissed expression, and his lips twitched into a smile when the maid was softly sobbing.

Ciel stood up almost instantly,he ran towards the maid and Alois and cursing "What the hell do you think you`re doing?" just in time, he grabbed the raised hand of the blonde aristocrate before it could hit the maid again.

"Are you crazy?" Ciel asked.

Alois playfully huffed and looked over to his maid.

"Thats it, im going to bed" Ciel finally said.

"Show him to his room, Claude" Alois ordered.

Claude nodded "Yes, your highness"

"I see what you mean with `weird people` young master" Said Sebastian as he closed the buttons on his master`s pijamas (It looked like a dress, soft blue, matching is beautiful eyes, and pretty short, you know, for a guy) Ciel lightly nodded, taking his eyepatch of and putting it on the porcelain table next to him.

"Good night, young master, may your dreams be sweet" Sebastian eyed his master for the last a little before exiting the was alone.

Again.

Every night, every day, ever since that day when the mansion burned down, his birthday, since then, he was alone. Alone as a teen can be, yet not be able to stand on his own two feet, without Sebastian, without Sebastian he would be lost.

No, more likely, he IS lost, lost in the darkness, the darkness of the Phantomhive family, and now the darkness of the sick and twisted Trancy estate, the darkness of the devil he knows as Sebastian, the darkness of his own despair and melachony, the darkness of the thick peice of fabric, covering his eyes, artifical darkness.

True darkness.

"Alois Trancy..." Ciel murmmered.

"Ciel Phantomhive..." Alois said evily.

"You will be mine!"

A/N was fairly stupid. Second chapter coming up right away, I love reviews (meaning:Just review my story) Im also writing a Valentine Special (GrellxSebastian, sort of called:The valentine murders) and another valentine special for Winx Club (Called:Valentine Melachony) and ANOTHER valentine special on my epic "Consequences Of Loving You" story, of Death Note (MxM, LxL, BB,Misa Amane,Near... yeah, just a one-shot about everyon, called:Consequences Of Loving You;A Epic Valentine story)

Right.