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Chapter 1: my peaceful end

I was sitting at the edge of the cliff looking at the sunset ready to end my miserable life. There was no other relief I would rather have from this horrible life of mine. Not even my favorite anime Fairy Tail could keep me from leaving this world no matter how badly I wanted to join them in their world.

I closed my eyes and slowly wheeled my wheelchair off the edge of the cliff just as the sun was going down, letting the memories of the past fourteen years of my life flash before my eyes.

When I was born, I was small I guess it was due to the fact that I was born two months early. But when I was born I should have died as my mom told me. Right away the doctors knew that something was wrong with me. Right away I was rushed to the NYCU because my lungs were under developed. I stayed hooked up to machines for the next two months until I was stable enough to go home.

By the time I had gotten out of the hospital I found out that I had asthma. For the next few years I suffered from asthma attacks and was bullied for my blue eyes and crazy red hair. And even worse when I was in first grade I had found out I had dyslexia which made matters even worse.

By the time I was ten I was an outcast of my family and to make matters worse I was in a wheelchair because of an accident I had where I got ran over by a car trying to save my younger brother from getting ran over but I got ran over instead.

It left me paralyzed from the waist down and I was bullied even more at school. For the next four years my so-called parents labeled me useless and disowned me. Which was bad that I had to try and get around on my own in a house were my parents don't even acknowledge me only to do chores like Cinderella or beat me for not doing them right. So in my free time I shut myself away reading anime that wasn't too hard to read like normal books.

At school I only had one friend and we were both outcasts. Outside of school if I wasn't at home I was usually at the park staring at the sea waiting for someone to take me away. At the park I had made another friend, it was a stray golden retriever pup left in the park.

We became best friends and spent almost all the time together but I knew that I couldn't keep her. My parents no matter what, would notice if more food went missing because of me and I would get more beatings. So I gave her some of my rations that I ate leaving me staving most time.

That day a cloudy almost stormy afternoon on July 7 in Fairy Tail that would be about a few years after the dragons disappeared and after the time arc were they got stuck on the island frozen in time for seven years. That day I had had enough with the cruel world around me.

"I've had enough!" I yelled into the sky at the top of my lungs, "I wish I could go to Fiore to escape this hell!"

The sky crackled with lighting in response as it began to rain. I clutched my beloved dog Gold, and a bag of my only belongings that I managed to grab before my parents kicked me out of the house when I told them I wasn't going to come home again.

The bag included clothes I managed to grab even if they were too small, my drawing journal, because I couldn't read but could draw like a pro, full of hand drawn pictures of the Fairy Tail members, my backup inhalers, a golden locket I got from my beloved dead grandmother with pictures of me and my grandmother on one side and me with my friend and dog on the other side, and last but not least a weird looking silver and gold key I got from a vender on the way back from school.

It looked like a key Lucy would use but it wasn't featured in any of the episodes I watched. It was like one strip of pure gold wounded around a strip of silver and then put in a fire of several hundred degrees. It was slightly bended to form the head of the key then the rest formed the rest of it. It caught my eye on the way home and I had gotten it for a nice price.

I let the rising winds whip through my auburn hair with sun-bleached streaks in it, as I looked out over the sea that lead to nowhere in the world. I looked at the paper that the vender had given me when I bought it and closed my eyes. I held the key out in front of me just over the cliff; I closed my eyes and said the magic words,

I whispered kind of like Lucy does when she wants to summon a spirit and said, "I and the wielder that holds the key, grant my wish and send me to Fiore," I felt the key turn hot and it glowed slightly with power. Then all of a sudden it got really hot and I dropped it.

It went falling into the sea. After about thirty seconds I heard a plop as it fell into the water. I peered over and saw a swirling whirlpool start to form getting faster and faster every second. Well I guess it good time like any to start my life anew (or die).

I gripped my beloved dog and looked out at the sea. "Well Gold now is the time to end it. I'm glad that I got to spend time with such a great dog. I'm sad that I didn't get to live out my life so I would like to start new and fresh." I said tears flowing down my eyes.

I looked back at the quiet town of Naperville that I grew up in. it was kind of sad to leave it but part of me was saying sayonara. I gripped Gold and my pack tight and looked one last time at the sea. Slowly I wheeled my wheelchair closer to the cliff.

"Good bye old life, hello new life." I whispered.

I closed my eyes and smiled a smile of relief as my wheelchair went the last inch off the cliff and I had the sensation of falling. Before I knew it me, Gold and all of my possessions were washed away in a funnel of water.

Before I passed out I was a flash of light, a gust of wind in my face and a glimpse of trees. I, Skylar Fernandes (like Jellal) was finally going to heaven at such a young age, and I gladly welcomed the darkness surrounding me.

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