What The??!
By FanficGirl
( I do NOT own any of these characters! )
I've been wondering for some time now. What if I was more like that girl Inuyasha couldn't take his eyes and guard off of? When I first saw her, I thought she was a part of me, reincarnated for a purpose of the Shikon Tama. But when I saw how Inuyasha always stared at her, I realized it wasn't the fact she had MY facial features but the fact she...she...she's her. The fact that she's independent, that she is waaay different than me. So different, I could sense Inuyasha's confusion of the both of us. In my heart, ahem, well, somewhere in this shell I posess, I think I have felt some kind of jealousy towards this young look-alike of mine. No, I can't say that. This young look-alike person, not mine...Aaarggh!! I'm so confused! Why am I feeling this way?! Am I not a ghost having no sort of emotion at all? Wasn't I supposed to be that way?!
I guess not. Not at all. What am I doing here anyway? Just to get my revenge from Inu? I think I'm asking too much questions with empty answers. Wait...I know there's an answer to only one of my questions. The important one question I have to know. Do Inuyasha still love me? More than that girl, whats her name, Kagome? I feel my insides grow tense with agony and ghostly tears streamed across my pale face. I already know the answer. He, Inuyasha, love me but don't love me the way I want him to. I started to wrack sobs. He love that girl. Kagome...that Kagome girl. I float silently, crying softly to myself as I descend towards Inuaysha's sleeping bag. The moonlight reflected off his face, showing his handsomely prideful face. It seems he's having some sort of disturbance. Inuyasha is starting to shake his head back and forth strangely, as if he's having some sort dream, some nightmare. I looked on at him, worry creased on my forehead. Oh Inu...,
I covered my ears in agony at his first yell of despair. It was so loud, so full of fear, I feel so much pity for him. I want to hug him. I want to whisper soft words to him and let him know he's safe. I want to..I want to be Kagome. If I'm her, I would be in the flesh, not in this ghostly figure. Well, actually, a body. I dropped to my knees and carressed my hand over his forehead. He shivered as the beads of sweat on his forehead vanished. I felt as if this is my fate. To look over my Inuyasha. Well, if I can't be like Kagome, I can be Inuyasha's guardian.
I smiled at the thought. Yes, I would look over my dear Inu and don't let him know. If he finds out I'm going to watch over him, he may think I'm stalking him whatsoever. So I guess I'll act as if I'm hunting him down for revenge and pretend to ' hurt ' Kagome. I started snickering a little. I wonder if this is my fate. Oh well...
Author notes : I think this is the most strangest oneshot I had ever made.