I am in no way an expert on the US army but I tried to make this story as accurate as possible when it comes to military court, the "Don't ask don't tell" policy and Army ranking. If I've made any mistakes or you feel if something is off don't be afraid to message me with the correction. This is a crossover between Rizzoli and Isles, Law and Order and Law and Order Svu. Another note, this story swaps between present day and flashbacks.

Chapter 1: Letters home.

Jane sat at the table right across from the members of the court martial awaiting for the trial to start. Although her military defense lawyer, Colonel Lindsey Porter, advised her against it, she couldn't help but being nervous. Her hands were sweating and she found herself constantly wiping them on her pants.

"If addressed you are to answer formally. That means yes sir, no sir, yes ma'am, no ma'am. Understand Rizzoli?" Porter explains.

"Yes sir." Jane once again wiped the sweat off her hands as she watched General Wilson walk into the room and take his seat in the middle of three other army officials.

"This board has been convened for the purpose of considering the pertinent facts relating to the case of lieutenant colonel Jane Rizzoli who's being processed for administrative separation by reason of homosexual conduct under the provisions of AR135-175 paragraph 2 dash 12g. This board will make a recommendation with respect to final action of retention, separation or suspension. This board is not bound by any forms of rules of evidence. The board's decision will be based on the preponderance of evidence presented. Lieutenant Rizzoli, do you have any questions regarding your rights and procedures before this board?"

"No sir" For a moment, Jane could have sworn that the General regarded her with a moment of sympathy before a frown once again made its way onto his face.

"Well then we shall begin. Colonel Porter, you may begin with opening statements."

"Lieutenant Jane Rizzoli is an exemplary soldier. She served with distinction in Iraq. She has a Silver Star medal, a Bronze Star medal with V for valor, and 2 army commendation medals, along with a joint services commendation medal. There can be no debating lieutenant Rizzoli's courage and commitment to military service. Thank You." Porter took his seat.

Colonel Lee Johnson stood up, "The military code of conduct is very clear. Rules are in place to maintain good order and discipline. Our job here is to enforce those rules. It has been alleged that Lieutenant Rizzoli has committed acts of homosexual conduct and should the evidence presented to you here today support those findings the government will recommend Lieutenant Rizzoli be separated from duty from the United States Army. Thank You"

As Jane sat listening intently, her mind drifted back and forth between the court room and to the woman that put her in this situation in the first place. Maura.

1 Month Before. Baghdad, Iraq

"Janie, you got another letter. How come you get so much mail and I don't?" Frankie asks handing over a sealed white envelope.

"Because no one loves you." She answered laughing out loud.

"Yeah, yeah, but if that's from Ma, let me know if she says anything about me." Jane watched her younger brother exit the tent before opening the letter with the name Frank Rizzoli written on the outside in neat cursive. She and Maura had agreed that whenever she wrote that she would have it sent to Frankie in case it was read beforehand. Slipping the folded piece of paper out of the envelope she held it to her nose. It still smelled of Maura.

J,

I know we agreed we would only write every few months in order to be discreet but I miss you. In fact everyone here misses you, and Frankie. I knew before you left that it would be hard but sleeping alone gets harder and harder the more you're gone. When does your tour finish? You probably told me several times but I tend to forget things when I'm scared. I'm scared Jane. What if you don't come home this time? I know you told me several times not to think about it but I must think realistically, too. You're the love of my life and ever since we declared our love for each other you're all I can think about. With you not being here, my heart aches.

I want you to always remember that you are the source of love in my life. I'm so glad I have you to share my life with. You make me so complete, it's beyond words. In my eyes you are the greatest. I love you more than words could ever express and I want you to keep my love with you no matter how far apart we are, or how long it might take for you to come back home.

Please always keep in mind that you have me back in Boston, waiting for you, loving you beyond belief and thinking of you every second until your return.

M.

"Another letter?" Olivia asks taking a seat on the bed. Still looking down at the letter, Jane shook her head in the affirmative, "Yeah, it was from Maura. She misses me, a lot."

"I know what you mean, I talked to Alex a few days ago, and although she didn't say it I could feel that she wants me to come home. Look at it this way, in a few months you'll be back home and then you'll be back with her."

"I hope so." Olivia patted her friend on the back for reassurance but the smile on her face was quickly replaced at the site of two Army officers entering the tent.

"Are you Lieutenant Jane Rizzoli?" The taller one asked.

"Yes." She responded standing up.

"We need to speak to you regarding a serious problem. Please come with us." The shorter and much older one said.

"What's this all about?" Olivia asked defensively as she too stood up.

"This does not concern you Lt. Benson. Lt Rizzoli, that was not a request, it was an order. We'd like to discuss that in a more formal setting." Jane looked at Olivia just as confused as she was.

"I'm not going anywhere until you tell me what this about." Normally Jane wouldn't dare disrespect a superior officer but she knew she had done nothing wrong that warranted this level of treatment.

"Do you know a Ms. Maura Isles?" Jane felt as if all the blood drained out of her face at the mention of her girlfriend's name. No one knew of her except Frankie and Olivia but definitely not the two in front of her. Feeling as if she was in serious trouble she followed the two out of the tent mouthing for Olivia to tell Frankie.

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