My father use to tell me

That he would always be there for me

He was wrong

He lied

He awoke me in the middle of the night

Telling me to hide

I'll always remember that sight

Him lying there as I cried

He told me he loved me

And then he died

I stayed there until my mother came

And she, "Why?"-d

I remember his eyes

They were just like mine

They were so wise

And benign

I remember his laugh

It was so contagious

We would all start to laugh

And in the end we would be breathless

But the fist thing I always remember

Is his tortured face

Scared for me

Wanting me to hide

I still have nightmares

In the dead of the night

I want it back

I want it right

He was taken from me

Ten years ago

And tonight

On my heritage

Of my birthright

All I think is,

I want my Daddy back tonight