a/n - The dates are not supposed to correspond with the show in any way, they are just as a frame of reference within this fic. Obviously I don't own Sherlock (if I did my writing would be a of a much higher standard and I would have better things to do than sitting here writing this fic - like making JohnLock officially canon)
ANYWAY I DIGRESS - Enjoy, if you do or don't please review. Constructive flaming only please.
The Choice
Prologue
The Blog of Dr John Watson - 04/03/2013
Sherlock was my best friend and I'll always believe in him.
I'm sorry that's all I've left you with for such a long time. I decided to take a break from blogging after Sherlock's suicide and I felt those simple words were adequate to express my feelings. I've been following my therapist's advice and keeping myself as busy as possible, I've stayed at Baker Street despite planning to move to make sure Mrs Hudson is okay and I've been working as a volunteer in various medical settings for short periods to fill up my days. Distraction is all well and good but I have not quite reached acceptance yet. They say there's five stages of grief. Although I've been through anger and depression I feel stuck in a permanent state of denial, I can't believe that the great Sherlock Holmes would have just left without any plan, I can't believe he would have left at all. I know one thing for certain, that Sherlock was not a fake. Perhaps Moriarty managed to convince the man himself along with the rest of the world, but I guess now he's gone I'll never know.
Thank you to those who have shown concern for me in the comments on this blog, I'm getting there and I know that I'll be just fine.