Authors Notes: Ok so this is to Cloud from aeris! I like doing things in the character's heads! Tehe, Yuri implications, hell more than implications! So if you have Yuri issues or don't like the idea of Tifa and Aeris as a couple get the hell out of here, like I always say, I can take flames and insults but insult me about the Yuri-ness of it and your just being foolish and vindictive!
Disclaimer: Who wants to guess what I don't own? Who wants to take a guess at which couple I'd a castle in the sky for if I did? That's right, I don't own FFVII and Tifa and Aeris! Beautiful angels in the sky!
If I Said, I Love You.
Dear Little Cloud,
So Cloud, you're just going to let Tifa go on by herself? I can't say I'm surprised, but one thing I'd like to know Cloud, why? Are you still jealous, jealous that I chose her over you? I couldn't help it Cloud, you can't help who you love, if it make you feel any better she didn't love me back. Not in the way I wanted anyway, she loves you she always loved you. But you love me don't you?
I get it Cloud I do, but I'm gone now and you loved Tifa once, can't you do it again, for me? Can't you keep the secrete promise you made to me, I remember when you made it. I remember the crushed look on your sweet little face when I told you that I loved her, when I told you that it'd always be her, for the moment I met her. But that's not what you want to hear is it cloud? I cant help you there, I won't lie to you Cloud I care about you to much, your like the little brother I never had, you're cute lost little face, I never meant to hurt you Cloud, that's not what I wanted, but can't you please help her? She's the lost one now, she's the one who's waiting for someone to take her by the hand and tell her it'll all be ok, cant you be there for her Cloud.
I know what you want from me, but it wouldn't help, If I said I loved you it wouldn't help you cloud, it wouldn't give you the strength you think it would. It would just be a hollow lie, lies don't help Cloud, I thought you learned that in the lifestream? Who was there for you then Cloud? It wasn't me, it was Tifa, she's always there for you, I am to in my own special way but not the way you need. Think about it Cloud, if you carryon mourning me, pushing everyone away, pushing Tifa away whose it going to help? Answer me that! Its not going to help you that's for sure, and t defiantly wont help Tifa, please Cloud love her for me, love her like I never could Cloud, love her like she needs to be loved. I don't think either of us has done anything to deserve Tifa's love, we're both so selfish. I know you don't see me as selfish, you only see the gentle flower girl who gave her life for the planet. But I was so selfish I just couldn't handle her loving you, I could have stopped Sephiroth form killing me if I tried, but I didn't because if I did I'd have to spend the rest of my life watching you ignore Tifa, watching you make the love of my life so unhappy. With me gone you can love her and she can be happy, I'd rather watch her be happy and know I can never have her than have her and know she wanted you instead. That's real love Cloud, that's something you'll never understand baby brother, I don't expect you to, just remember when I made you promise to love Tifa for me, remember and honour it…for me and for Tifa. If you said you loved her, it'd break my heart, but it would fix hers and I can't be selfish anymore.
Ja Ne Little Brother
With Love Big Sister Aeris.
P.s: In case you did not get it, it is a message from the life stream.