Chapter 1

It's been four months since I died and now I am still nothing more then a ghost who walks through the halls and rooms of the glass house, watching as life go's on, as I stayed trapped.

Michael and Eve divorced and are now back to being close friends, All my work on Myrnin's sanity went out the window according to Frank and has kept my body in an incubator for when he finds a way to bring me back. Apparently he hasn't stopped working for a second.

And then of course my Shane has started putting a brave face on when he see's people and everyone seems to believe he is himself again, but I know better.

At night when Michael and Eve are asleep he sneaks into my room and curls up on my bed hugging something of mine and sobs till he falls asleep. I lay next to him and stroke his hair even though I can't touch him.

It was early, probably around 5:00am and I could hear Michael and Eve discussing something in the kitchen.

Floating through the kitchen door I found them both sitting at the table. Michael had an unsure expression on his face "I don't know Eve. I really don't think his ready."

"But I think it will do him some good. I mean I love Claire so much…she was my best friend. I think she would want him to move on." She sounded so sure she was right about whatever they were talking about. I had a bad feel in my stomach though, that I might not like it.

"You think Mandy will want to go out with him though?" Michael asked, "I mean I think he is still mourning Claire. Would she be ok with that?" he looked doutfull.

"She's had a crush on him like forever. I think she'll take whatever chance she can get."

I think she's desperate. Not the fact that she wants Shane, but that she'd go after a guy who's still grieving his Girlfriend/fiancée. I hate her already and want to punch her in the face.

There was a huge twist in my stomach and I prayed Michael could convince her otherwise. Maybe I'm being selfish, I mean I am dead.

I couldn't hear anymore of this, so I made my way up the stairs and walked straight through the door only to find Shane sitting on his bed, holding a picture of him and me. Looking properly down at it, I saw that in the picture he was giving me a piggyback ride and looking over his shoulder at me. We both had huge smiles on our faces.

Kneeling down in front of him I saw so much sadness in his eyes. He had tears in his eyes but refused to shed them. Kneeling up to his height I slowly reached out and touched his face, as soon as my hand made contact with his cheek, a tear fell from his eyes.

NO! I thought to myself. I will not stand by and watch come BITCH take away My Shane. We are MEANT to be together and I WILL marry Shane, have kids and grow old together. That's what is MEANT to happen and WILL happen damn it.

First I need to do a mental list:

Find a way to open a portal to Myrnin's and be dead at the same time.

Help Myrnin find a way to bring me back.

Kill bob the spider when his not looking. No don't kill bob that's mean.

When alive punch Mandy in the face.

Go to Shane and do all kinds of…naughty things.

Who knows what else?

THIS WAS MOSTLY JUST A BIT OF FUN. THATS WHY IT'S SO SHORT...BUT NOW I DON'T KNOW. I'M THINKING MAYBE I SHOULD KEEP GOING. :) PLEASE REVIEW