A/N: Sorry I havent been on Fanfiction for a while. I have to get a 4.0 this quarter so i only use free time to write. This is a really emotional story about how cruel people are. I got the inspiration partly from watching the hunchback of Notre Dame (im obbsed with it:)) but from the stupid way people act towards different people. I truly belive i was born and i have a different way of thinking then most people. I do feel that i can really relate to Blaine which is why is once again the star of my story

Disclaimer:

Yea i own Gleee,,,,just kidding if i did klaine would have been making out for half the show :)

"WHAT HAS THIS WORLD COME TO KURT!

PEOPLE ARE COMMITTING SUCIDE AND OTHERS THINK ITS OKAY TO MAKE JOKES!"

I wanted to throw the computer across the room

"People make fun of us for being gay like it's the funniest thing on earth, people watch others die and don't give a shit"

Tears were running furiously down my eyes

My whole body was being controlled by some force

"PEOPLE WATCH SHOWS LIKE CSI AND NCIS AND WATCH PEOPLE GET KILLED AND HOW!"

This afternoon had started out like the rest

Studying occasionally making out now that me and him were

Finally

Together

But then the unexpected happened

We were simply on YouTube and saw videos of people committing suicide

And then there was one real video

A news station broadcasting that a 19 year old committed suicide live online in front of 1,500 people

1,500 watched a 19 year old overdose

1,500 didn't call the police

1,500 thought it was fake

And

1,500 people murdered Abraham Bigg

"IVE LIVED MY WHOLE LIFE IN THIS CELL OF HUMILIATION, tormented for who I am. And, they just sit back and laugh."

My voice trailed off as I entered the kitchen to my Dalton Academy dorm room

"They ALWAYS say laughter is a good thing

But lately

It feels like the cruelest sound entering my ear

Scarier than any horror movie"

That's when I did something unexplainable

"Nobody cares if this knife slit my throat, maybe they'd feel a tingle of sadness but it would be over come by that cruel sound

Laughter"

The blade of the knife was touching my neck

Kurt was standing there in shock

I thought about ending my life right there

Then I dropped the blade

"He committed suicide but I will be his soul that lives on"

Kurt rushed over and pulled me his arms

I began sobbing,crying my eyes out

"Kurt, were different, we stand up for something, we aren't like the normal people

The normal people are wrong Kurt

You and me need to find some people

Just doesn't make sense"

I fell on my bed curled up in a ball

Kurt laid down with me rubbing my back as my last of tears fell out

I wanted to end my life

End it so fast

But why didn't I

I'd record it

Talk about it before hand

Say that it's there fault

Maybe i would be the next person to die in front of 1,500 sick murderers.

~Laughter kills~

A/N: I was litterally so flabergasted that people can have so much hate...and to those 1,500 people...you were the ones that deserved to die and not Abraham ... R.I.P Abraham Bigg