AN: So this story just kind of happened. I was writing for something shorter and it just kept going. Let me know what you think :) Oh and go check out my beta, DreamingPoet1988's stories. She has some really great stories!

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Jake

Senior year is almost over. Just a few more months and I can open that car shop I've been dreaming about for years. I have always been good at fixing cars, and I've got my Rabbit as proof, so why not make a living out of it? I even found the perfect place, been saving up from the crap ass job I have, and by the time I graduate I'll have enough money for the deposit and two months' rent. It's right in the middle of Forks and La Push, so I can get business from both sides.

Just getting out of school, I hop in my car and head to Forks. It's been a long fucking day and I finally get to see my girl Bella. We've been together since middle school and I can't imagine my life without her. We're both seniors now but since I live on the reservation we have to attend different schools.

We've known each other since we were little kids; our dads have been best friends their whole lives. So, naturally, the two of us hung out a lot and eventually we became more than friends to each other. She's been my first for everything, kissing, touching, sex, love. She's the only girl there will ever be for me, my best friend and lover.

I pull into her drive way and notice Charlie's cruiser is gone. Her dad, being the chief of police, is gone quite often. And being the teenagers we are, we like to take advantage of it. Hoping today will be one of those days… I hop out of my car and rush inside. I haven't had to knock before entering in years.

I take the stairs two at a time and stop just outside her cracked door when I hear Bella's frantic voice. I silently push it open and see her kissing someone just before they drop from her window. I can't believe what I am seeing.

"Bye Edward. I love you." She whispers at the retreating man. And just like that my world falls apart. My heart ripped from my chest by her simple words. I clutch my chest when the pain sinks in and let out a chocking sob.

She whips around when she hears me, shock written all over her face. "Jake I didn't know you were in the house yet. How long have you been here?"

"Long enough, Bella. When were you going to tell me you were cheating on me? Were you going to at all?" I see tears welling up in her eyes and I almost forget why I'm upset, almost.

"I didn't want you to find out like this Jake. I was going to tell you today. We haven't had sex, but we were making out. It started a couple of days ago when we went hiking." God damn, mother fucking shit.

"I trusted you, Bella. I thought that out of everyone I know that you would be the last person to betray me. I can't believe this. This can't be happening. Please tell me I'm dreaming!" She is full out crying now, sitting on the edge of the bed with her head in her hands.

"I love him Jake. I didn't mean to hurt you. But it's like we were made for each other. It's awful to tell you this but I've never felt this way before. He makes me feel complete, and it hurts just to be away from him. It wasn't on purpose, Jakey. And I really do love you, but I love him more." She's got to be fucking kidding right. Anger consumes me and I have to grab the door frame to keep from throwing something.

"What do you mean you love me, but you love him more? That doesn't even make sense Bella?" My heart is racing so fast it feels like I am going to have a panic attack.

"Jake, I'm s..." I throw my hand in the air to cut her off. Her apologies would mean nothing to me anyways. You can't go back from this.

"Save it! I can't even look at you right now. Five years, Bella. And you are just throwing it away for some pale rich boy."

"Jakey…" I have to get out of here. My body is on fire and I feel like I'm going to throw up.

I hear her screaming my name as I rush down the stairs and out of her house. What the fuck does she care anyways? Now she can run to pretty boy and be happy without me holding her back.

God, I'm such an idiot. I never should have let her hang out with him. We're just friends, Jakey. You don't need to worry about me. I love you remember? Yea fucking right! If she did, then why did I see a half-naked guy crawling out of her window?

Somehow I make it home without being sick. It would be the icing on the cake if I spewed all over my Rabbit. Not ready to face my father's "I told you so" I run to the woods behind our home. He never believed Bella loved me like I loved her. I don't want to believe that.

As soon as I break through the trees my stomach lets loose. My emotions finally catch up with my anger and I fall to my hands and knees. I am a sobbing, sick mess and can't even control the shaking of my body. I feel the heat from my head to my toes, burning me from the inside out. God, it hurts so much.

How could she do this to me, to us? She was everything to me. I thought we would be together forever.

Suddenly, my body starts to vibrate uncontrollably. I close my eyes, freaking out a little from my body's reaction to its heart breaking. Over the next few seconds, I feel my bones shift awkwardly, even though I haven't moved, and hear what sounds like clothes ripping.

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