Title: Notes

Summary: Kaoru leaves his brother a note.

Inspiration: The song Bloodstream - Stateless [Listen to it cos it's amazing :D]

Disclaimer: I don't own Ouran.

Tora xxx

I don't know why but I can't stop thinking about you. Every thought I have leads to thoughts of you. Every time I look in the mirror it's you that I see.

Maybe I'm obsessed. Maybe I'm delusional.

Is it because I've known you my whole life? Is it because you've always been there for me? Every tear I shed, every hushed whisper that escaped my lips, even every heartbeat. They're all yours.

Everything I own is yours. My heart. My soul. My life.

It's only you that can make my heart skip a beat yet make it all but break in two at the same time.

The way you look into my eyes, and the smile that dons your delicate features. Your melodic laugh and fluid movements. It all leaves me breathless.

When I'm away from you I feel dead. All feeling escapes my body and I go completely numb. I don't see, I don't hear, I'm dead.

All because my sight, my hearing, my feeling, It's all with you. Wherever you are I am. Because I just can't stay away.

Embracing me in your safe arms, holding me so close I can feel your heartbeat. Your face so close to mine, I can feel your warm breath on my cheek, smell the mintiness of chewing gum.

I love you. I can't get rid of this feeling. I can't get rid of you.

You've gotten into my bloodstream.

I just wish I was her. Then maybe I would be in yours too.

Kaoru placed his pen down on the table and stretched out his hands. After staring at the page for a while he decided something was missing. Opening his desk draw he took out a pin badge, removing the backing. Biting his lip he lightly pressed the sharp point into his finger, watching at the crimson liquid flow.

Gathering a sufficient amount of blood on the end of the pin, he wrote his name on the paper. The darkness of the red immediately got lighter as it touched the paper. A few stray drops of blood dripped onto the page.

Satisfied, Kaoru wiped his finger on his jeans and placed the signed note on his brother's pillow.

When Hikaru got back from Haruhi's house later, his little brother wouldn't be there.

I'm not gonna go into where Kaoru is. Just read Hitting The Bottom and you'll get it. :)

Like it? Hate it? Just please reveiw it ^-^

Tora xxx