hey guys. i'm nancy Snape Belikov. this is my first fanfic posted on this site (not that i haven't written fanfics before.) anyways just to give you a little info. this story takes place in Blood Promise, when dimitri is trying to awaken rose.

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The Dark Turn

A VampireAcademy Fanfiction

Chapter 1: the Choice.

Disclaimer: I own nothing.

His skin felt like ice.

He moved his lips from mine, down to my neck and shoulder, pushing down the dress' strap as he covered my flesh with hungry kisses. His hand still on the side of my hip, and I frantically tried to pull his shirt off altogether.

Suddenly, with a surprising abruptness, he jerked away and shoved me down. I thought that it was just more of foreplay between us first, but then did I realize that he did it on purpose.

"no." Dimitri said, voice low and sexy. Yet cold and hard in its unique way. "Not yet, not until you're awakened."

"Why?" I asked desperately. "why can't we just…do this?" my inner self squirmed from wanting.

He leaned in toward me and growled: "no…but it will be so much better if you are awakened. Just let me do it…"

Me.

Awakened.

No way…?

" you said we still have time, I just need time to think, dimitri. Think." I said lamely.

A dangerous smile curled around his lips. "roza, time is one thing we don't have, and patience is something we're running out."

I looked warily toward the floor and fumbled with the hem of my dress. Do I really want this?

I swallowed out of uneasiness.

"I have to go." He said coldly, eyes lashing across my body. Our "romantic" time is over, I could tell. "I got some things to deal with." With that, his 6 foot 7 form turned around gracefully. Long hair tied neatly into a pony tail, just the way I love.

I sighed out of frustration and buried my face into my hands as tears seeped through my long lashes. Just then, a voice filled the huge suite of Galina's.

"wait!"

It was mine.

His shadow stopped abruptly with my call in front of the door, and within a second, he's standing in front of me, regarding me carefully. There were even some amusement in his eyes.

"have you changed your mind?" he asked gently, almost sweetly.

"I…I" I choked up as waves of shiver ran through my body. All I could do was nod.

He smiled a fangly smile and bent down until our faces were inches from eachother's.

"b..but!" I I closed my eyes and swallowed. Calm the fuck down. Hathaway. "i..i'm scared."

His expression softened, and he whispered in my face, looking through my brown eyes with his red ones: "Rose, do you think I'd do anything to hurt you?"

"the bite, the turning would hurt…" I whispered.

"I told you: I would feel like what we've already done, it won't hurt. You'll enjoy it." What we've already done…the endorphin is keeping me think rationally. Hathaway! I yelled at myself, but it's not working, I let out another whimper and brushed my hair away, showing my bruise and bite covered neck.

"wai—" his fangs lowered to my neck and plunged into it. My unsaid words turned into a blissful moan, it was just like before. The lovely ness of vampire endorphin rushed through my vains, making me glad and a bit confused. It was amazing. After a too long sip of blood, dimitri stood up over me. I couldn't focus on what is going on out of blood loss and just stared dreamily at my god. As he lowered a cup to my lips full of red substance: I didn't care. Id do anything you say. After a quick sip,

That's when it happened.

Things in my life flashed across my mind, an overwhelming, excruciating pain flooded my body. I tried letting out a strangled cry but nothing came out.

My mom's face flashed across, that punch in the face. Me and dimitri in the cabin, making sweet sweet love. Lissa's beautiful face, laughing and saying that I'm like her sister.

Lissa.

No! my mind yelled through the pain, no! I jerked and lashed around me with all my skill, but an invisible rope bounded me tight, keeping me there, drowning, drowning, drowning in a world of pain. Pain from abandoning lissa as my mind became sober. Pain from the turning. My heart ache.

I cried out as lissa's face haunted me. I want to be with you! I am not a killer! I cried as I realized the stupid choice I made, how much of an ugly, stupid, retarded, irrational, unreasonable bitch I had been. But this pain is consuming me. Consuming my soul.

Suddenly a white light flashed across my vision, covering lissa, shattering our bound, a blinding light that thrown me across the sea of pain, knocking me out unconscious.

Then I felt nothing.

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