There was this moment when I touched him that just seemed to change everything...Everything was different...I could feel it. He had literarily changed my life. When my hand met his chest, which was supposed to be a mindblowing punch, turned into some sort of an attack that I didn't even know...I tried to just remove myself from him but I couldn't...I don't know how to explain it...I wasn't in love with him...But if a guy is supposed to change your life to the point where you can tell then isn't that kind of like love? Isn't there some sort of definition of love?

I guess that seems silly. Definitely too silly for a 13 year old girl to say.

Okay, okay, lets look at this from a different point...

The definition of 'Love' from dictionary . com says that 'Love' is one of like 8 things.

1. A profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.

He is hot but this would be a silly way of describing what had happened...and I definitely don't have a 'passionate affection' for him...

2. A feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend.

I feel some what of an attachment to him but not exactly like a warm personal attachment...I mean, its not there yet.

3. Sexual passion or desire.

Ha, he wishes

4. A person toward whom love is felt; beloved person; sweetheart.

I don't think he's my 'sweetheart'

5. (used in direct address as a term of endearment, affection or the like)

He didn't call me love...I guess if i liked him then i'd call him 'love' but I don't know how he'd take that. He'd probably give me a weird look and think I'm crazy since I'm 13 and I did just fight him in my bra and everything. Oh right. Damn thats going to be embarrassing... the new girl in school got in a fight with the teacher/hottest guy in school, in her bra...after ripping off her shirt...it just gets better and better...

6. A love affair; an intensely amorous incident; amour.

what does amorous mean? I guess this best explains that happened. I mean, it was intense. I guess by definition it was an incident.

I won't even list number 7...that'd just be gross...

okay, so the rest on the list are worthless. Or at least not needed for this definition.

i sighed.

Wait, can you sigh in your head? Its like that annoying beeping sound, are you supposed to hear it when you're in your own head?

I could feel my hands tightening on the fabric of the blanket and the feeling of the air and everything. So I guess I'm awake now.

I wonder if he was awake.

If things would be okay.

What would happen after this....?