Ianto's thoughts during the 'To The Last Man' kiss.
"This time tomorrow, he'll be back in 1918."
"In his own time. Would you go back to yours? If you could."
"Why? Would you miss me?"
"Yep."
"I left home a long time ago. I don't really know where I really belong. Maybe that doesn't matter any more."
"I know you get lonely."
"Going home wouldn't fix that. Being here, I've seen things I never dreamt I'd see. Loved people I never would have known if I'd just stayed where I was. And I wouldn't change that for the world."
I kissed him. He needs this. I know this thing with Tommy hasn't been easy for him, it can't have been. After everything with Lisa, I hated him, I really did. But he helped me. He helped me see the truth; it wasn't Lisa they killed that night. After he suspended me, he visited me, I don't know why and right now I don't care. All that matters is he helped me, he gave my life meaning again, and for that I am grateful. We need each other, I know that, but sometimes I think it could be more. The way he looks at me sometimes, it's… I don't know… weird, I can't tell what he's thinking. When we were in the warehouse, me lying on top of him, I felt something; I know he felt it too, whatever it was. Probably just lust.
I don't know what I am to Jack, but that's ok, I don't know what Jack is to me either. The one thing I do know is right now, Jack needs me, and I will be here for him for as long as I can.
A/N : I just had to write this. I just put myself in Ianto's position and wrote as best I could. Also my next chapter of 'Torchwood High' should be posted real soon.