I Can Only Hope
I love him more then he knows
and I need him more then I can show
He's everything that I think about at all times of the day
I want to get rid of these feelings but they're here to stay
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He's haunting me in my dreams
He's everywhere to me
But how can it be real,
These stupid things I feel?
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Wandering around in this darkness I call hope
Falling down this treacherous slope
Until there is nothing left for me to hold
Except for the chance of your hand, so cold
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You stare at me with your unblinking eyes
Onyx pools, full of lies
Denying every word I say
Knowing that you're not here to stay
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Full of the revenge your swore to fulfill
Hate towards the one you long to kill
You know that I'll be here when you come back
Even though you claim the love for me you lack
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But I will be here no matter what you claim
My love for you will always be the same
Deep down in your soul you know it's true
Needing to say those fateful words: "I love you"