After more than few years of reading fanfiction on this site, I've finally mustered up the courage to throw my own hat into the ring and write something myself, hence this little oneshot inspired by alternative character interpretation on tvtropes. Please review and be constructive with any criticism.
This has been quite a revelation for me, it takes a little getting used to.
I'm surprised I didn't see it before really, there were more than a few signs.
How it stung to see him with Julie.
The ache inside when I thought we'd lost him.
My forced 'relationship' with someone who would've just attacked me on sight a few years ago.
I should break that off, I'd rather not hurt them and I think they actually have feelings for me, It'd be wrong of me to lead them on.
I'm not sure what else to do about my feelings really.
Should I come clean?
Should I keep living this lie? It has become kind of comfortable.
Hard to deny how bad things could go if it got out.
I'd like to think that someone would accept it, but I'm not certain of anyone for sure, maybe no one would.
But denying feelings like this is unhealthy, I guess, so the first thing I do should be to admit it to myself.
I am in love.
I am in love Ben Tennyson.
If you're wondering who's perspective this is from, then by allo means, take a wild guess.