Hello everyone! This is my first ExT and my first fanfic, so please R/R!
I'll accept flamers, comments, suggestions, anything! Well, here's the
prologue of my fanfic! This is dedicated to all the ExT lovers out there!
P.S. Everything will be in Tomoyo's P.O.V., except when I have to talk about Eriol.
Emotions Prologue
Hiiragizawa Eriol. The man I loved and ruined my life that I had to ask my mother to flee from Japan and start a new life in Canada. It's his fault that I can't seem to love anyone anymore, and not because I still love him. It's because of him that I got afraid of commitment. IT'S HIS ENTIRE FAULT! I once had a good life: good grades, good friends, good parents, and most of all, a good boyfriend. Yes, that's how much I loved Eriol. It happened like it was just yesterday. It started at the day before prom.
~ Flashback ~
I was still 18 during this time, standing by myself under a big cherry blossom tree, watching the soccer players as they kicked the soccer ball around. All of a sudden, I felt strong arms wrap around me, and I turned to look at the most handsome guy there was. "Hey sweetie" I said as I pecked him on the lips. He smiled and turned to where I was staring. "You better not be changing your mind about me with one of those soccer players." He said huskily. I giggled and playfully punched him in the arm. "Eriol! You know that you're the only one for me." I smiled at him. He smiled back and sent butterfly kisses at my neck. "Good." He said through my hair. I nibbled at his earlobe. Yup, I had a good life. Then he stopped and looked straight at my eyes. "Wanna go to the prom tomorrow?" he asked. I laughed. He frowned. "What?" he asked. I stared at him. "Who else would I go with?" I asked him. He smiled (A/N: They smile too much) and pulled me back to his arms, crushing my body against his. "You're right." He said. I laughed and whispered in his ear. "When are you going to pick my up?" I asked. "I'll pick you up at 7. Sounds good?" he said. I kissed him in reply. I moaned as he slipped his tongue in my mouth. I didn't know if I could be any happier than this.
~ Tomoyo's bedroom ~
Sakura and I were dressing up at my house. I looked at her as she twirled around. "How do I look?" she asked. She was wearing a baby pink dress that covered her feet, which had white shoes on. Her hair was on a usual ponytail, with a little bit of hair covering the hair tie. She was wearing a silver necklace with a pink star as a pendant and silver earrings that dangled. I smiled at her. "You look beautiful." I replied. "Syaoran won't be able to resist you." She giggled and stared at me. "You look beautiful yourself." She said. I looked down at myself. I was wearing a purple dress that matched my eyes, also covering my feet that had black shoes on. I was wearing white gloves that reached up my elbows, and my hair was up in a bun, but letting a few strands frame my face. I had on a necklace that has a crystal heart and silver hoops. "Tomoyo? Sakura?" my dad came in. He looked at us and smiled. "You two are so beautiful." He said, eyes welling up. I hugged him. "Don't cry dad." He sniffled and wiped his eyes. "You're right, but Syaoran and Eriol are here." He said and kissed my forehead. I smiled up at him. "Thanks. Tell them we'll be right down." He nodded and left my room. I turned to Sakura. "Shall we go?" I asked. She looped her arm around mine and smiled. "Let's make their hormones go out of control." She laughed. I laughed too and together we left the room.
~ Prom ~
Eriol looked up at me and smiled. "You are the most beautiful girl here in this place." He said as we stepped out of the limo that he rented. I blushed at his comment. "You're looking good yourself mister." I replied. He chuckled as we entered the hotel. Instantly he grabbed my hand and led me to the dance floor. We danced in almost all the songs, and by then, my feet were tired. I pulled him off the dance floor and led him to one of the tables. "Hold on, I'm going to get a drink." I said as I pecked him on the lips. He pouted. "You're leaving me?" he asked, giving me a sad look. I laughed and punched him lightly. "Very funny Eriol. But you don't want me to faint in the middle of the prom because of dehydration now, do you?" I asked. He laughed. "I guess not. Go get your drink." He said. I pecked him on the lips again before I left. When I was got my drink and was about to head back, Chicharu called me. "Tomoyo!" She screamed and was running to me, dragging Takashi with her. We got into a little chitchat, and before we can continue, I saw everyone huddled at the middle of the dance floor. "Come on! Let's see what's going on there." I said, grabbing Chicharu. She shrugged and let me drag her. We couldn't really see what was going on, so I pushed my way into the front, where I saw Eriol fuming with anger and Kaho in tears. "WHEN WILL YOU TELL YOUR 'GIRLFRIEND' ABOUT US?" Kaho suddenly screamed. "LIKE I SAID BEFORE KAHO, THERE'S NOTHING GOING ON BETWEEN US!" Eriol yelled. Kaho laughed sarcastically. "STOP LYING TO ME AND TO EVERYONE ELSE ERIOL! YOU CAN'T KEEP HIDING ANYTHING THAT HAPPENED BETWEEN US! ALL THOSE NIGHTS WE SHARED IN BED! HOW CAN YOU KEEP LEADING TOMOYO ON LIKE THAT!" I gasped. Eriol was going to say something when he heard me gasped. He looked at me, and was suddenly wide eyed. "Tomoyo! I can explain!" he said, voice panicked. I just shooked my head and ran out of the hotel, crying. I didn't know where I was going, but I had to get away from the hotel. "Tomoyo!" I heard Sakura's voice calling after me. I turned around, and fell to my knees, crying. She dropped to her knees and hugged me. "How can he do that to me?" I choked out. "Sshh" she replied, stroking my hair. She helped me up. "Let's go to my house." She said. I just let her dragged me.
~ End of flashback ~
3 days after that, my father got into a car crash and didn't survive. I was hurt more than I thought I did. I couldn't take it anymore. I had to leave. So I begged my mom to go to Canada and start all over there. Though she didn't agree at first, she agreed later on to do so, since she said that I had been hurt enough. So I left Japan, only telling Sakura and making her not to tell anyone not even Kero-Chan where I went. I did the same for my mom, and now I started my own business as a wedding gown designer with 3 of my friends: Mark, Zoe and Chloe. I kept in touch with Sakura once a month and I heard she married Syaoran. I was happy for them, but she knew I couldn't be there. "Tomoyo!" Zoe's voice broke my thoughts. "We have customers! Come on! Stop daydreaming and help us!" I laughed and got my measuring tape. "Coming!" I shouted as I followed her. This is my new life. No Eriol to hurt me. Nope, not anymore.
Well, that's my prologue! Sorry if it was too fluffy or too depressing, but as the chapters go on, I promise it will be better. Unless I get 5 reviews, I'll discontinue this fic and start a new one. Please R/R! This is my first fanfic and I'm kind of new at this, but please be patient with me! I hope you enjoyed the prologue though and I'll post my next chapter as soon as I get my 5 reviews, okay? K! ^_~
P.S. Everything will be in Tomoyo's P.O.V., except when I have to talk about Eriol.
Emotions Prologue
Hiiragizawa Eriol. The man I loved and ruined my life that I had to ask my mother to flee from Japan and start a new life in Canada. It's his fault that I can't seem to love anyone anymore, and not because I still love him. It's because of him that I got afraid of commitment. IT'S HIS ENTIRE FAULT! I once had a good life: good grades, good friends, good parents, and most of all, a good boyfriend. Yes, that's how much I loved Eriol. It happened like it was just yesterday. It started at the day before prom.
~ Flashback ~
I was still 18 during this time, standing by myself under a big cherry blossom tree, watching the soccer players as they kicked the soccer ball around. All of a sudden, I felt strong arms wrap around me, and I turned to look at the most handsome guy there was. "Hey sweetie" I said as I pecked him on the lips. He smiled and turned to where I was staring. "You better not be changing your mind about me with one of those soccer players." He said huskily. I giggled and playfully punched him in the arm. "Eriol! You know that you're the only one for me." I smiled at him. He smiled back and sent butterfly kisses at my neck. "Good." He said through my hair. I nibbled at his earlobe. Yup, I had a good life. Then he stopped and looked straight at my eyes. "Wanna go to the prom tomorrow?" he asked. I laughed. He frowned. "What?" he asked. I stared at him. "Who else would I go with?" I asked him. He smiled (A/N: They smile too much) and pulled me back to his arms, crushing my body against his. "You're right." He said. I laughed and whispered in his ear. "When are you going to pick my up?" I asked. "I'll pick you up at 7. Sounds good?" he said. I kissed him in reply. I moaned as he slipped his tongue in my mouth. I didn't know if I could be any happier than this.
~ Tomoyo's bedroom ~
Sakura and I were dressing up at my house. I looked at her as she twirled around. "How do I look?" she asked. She was wearing a baby pink dress that covered her feet, which had white shoes on. Her hair was on a usual ponytail, with a little bit of hair covering the hair tie. She was wearing a silver necklace with a pink star as a pendant and silver earrings that dangled. I smiled at her. "You look beautiful." I replied. "Syaoran won't be able to resist you." She giggled and stared at me. "You look beautiful yourself." She said. I looked down at myself. I was wearing a purple dress that matched my eyes, also covering my feet that had black shoes on. I was wearing white gloves that reached up my elbows, and my hair was up in a bun, but letting a few strands frame my face. I had on a necklace that has a crystal heart and silver hoops. "Tomoyo? Sakura?" my dad came in. He looked at us and smiled. "You two are so beautiful." He said, eyes welling up. I hugged him. "Don't cry dad." He sniffled and wiped his eyes. "You're right, but Syaoran and Eriol are here." He said and kissed my forehead. I smiled up at him. "Thanks. Tell them we'll be right down." He nodded and left my room. I turned to Sakura. "Shall we go?" I asked. She looped her arm around mine and smiled. "Let's make their hormones go out of control." She laughed. I laughed too and together we left the room.
~ Prom ~
Eriol looked up at me and smiled. "You are the most beautiful girl here in this place." He said as we stepped out of the limo that he rented. I blushed at his comment. "You're looking good yourself mister." I replied. He chuckled as we entered the hotel. Instantly he grabbed my hand and led me to the dance floor. We danced in almost all the songs, and by then, my feet were tired. I pulled him off the dance floor and led him to one of the tables. "Hold on, I'm going to get a drink." I said as I pecked him on the lips. He pouted. "You're leaving me?" he asked, giving me a sad look. I laughed and punched him lightly. "Very funny Eriol. But you don't want me to faint in the middle of the prom because of dehydration now, do you?" I asked. He laughed. "I guess not. Go get your drink." He said. I pecked him on the lips again before I left. When I was got my drink and was about to head back, Chicharu called me. "Tomoyo!" She screamed and was running to me, dragging Takashi with her. We got into a little chitchat, and before we can continue, I saw everyone huddled at the middle of the dance floor. "Come on! Let's see what's going on there." I said, grabbing Chicharu. She shrugged and let me drag her. We couldn't really see what was going on, so I pushed my way into the front, where I saw Eriol fuming with anger and Kaho in tears. "WHEN WILL YOU TELL YOUR 'GIRLFRIEND' ABOUT US?" Kaho suddenly screamed. "LIKE I SAID BEFORE KAHO, THERE'S NOTHING GOING ON BETWEEN US!" Eriol yelled. Kaho laughed sarcastically. "STOP LYING TO ME AND TO EVERYONE ELSE ERIOL! YOU CAN'T KEEP HIDING ANYTHING THAT HAPPENED BETWEEN US! ALL THOSE NIGHTS WE SHARED IN BED! HOW CAN YOU KEEP LEADING TOMOYO ON LIKE THAT!" I gasped. Eriol was going to say something when he heard me gasped. He looked at me, and was suddenly wide eyed. "Tomoyo! I can explain!" he said, voice panicked. I just shooked my head and ran out of the hotel, crying. I didn't know where I was going, but I had to get away from the hotel. "Tomoyo!" I heard Sakura's voice calling after me. I turned around, and fell to my knees, crying. She dropped to her knees and hugged me. "How can he do that to me?" I choked out. "Sshh" she replied, stroking my hair. She helped me up. "Let's go to my house." She said. I just let her dragged me.
~ End of flashback ~
3 days after that, my father got into a car crash and didn't survive. I was hurt more than I thought I did. I couldn't take it anymore. I had to leave. So I begged my mom to go to Canada and start all over there. Though she didn't agree at first, she agreed later on to do so, since she said that I had been hurt enough. So I left Japan, only telling Sakura and making her not to tell anyone not even Kero-Chan where I went. I did the same for my mom, and now I started my own business as a wedding gown designer with 3 of my friends: Mark, Zoe and Chloe. I kept in touch with Sakura once a month and I heard she married Syaoran. I was happy for them, but she knew I couldn't be there. "Tomoyo!" Zoe's voice broke my thoughts. "We have customers! Come on! Stop daydreaming and help us!" I laughed and got my measuring tape. "Coming!" I shouted as I followed her. This is my new life. No Eriol to hurt me. Nope, not anymore.
Well, that's my prologue! Sorry if it was too fluffy or too depressing, but as the chapters go on, I promise it will be better. Unless I get 5 reviews, I'll discontinue this fic and start a new one. Please R/R! This is my first fanfic and I'm kind of new at this, but please be patient with me! I hope you enjoyed the prologue though and I'll post my next chapter as soon as I get my 5 reviews, okay? K! ^_~