so i have been thinking. I dont need matty to ask me to prom. Im sad beacus i thought he liked me. And i guess he dose. But i just need him to hold me and be here for me. He isint going to trust me soon i guess. I hope my dad wont find out that me and my mom bought a dress he would freak out! He would ground me and take my moms card. But im so happy my friends have forgiven me. All i need is a friend. And i have a few just not there trust. That will be tough. I think Matty will come and kiss me some day...not today. I think trust is so important but i broke it they didnt ... i did. Beacous of one guy. Colin. I dont have any feelings for him. He can just go f*** him self. I ruind my life for him. I thought i loved him. But ive always loved Matty and my friends more. I didint mean anything that i sayd to them and hopfully my friends will know that.
love Jenna the old one :)
im sorry i know this was a short blog. give you more tomorrow :)