All characters are made possible by Stephanie Meyer.

Story is written by me.

Hi my name is Bella I am 15 and I am a freshman at Forks High. I live with my dad Charlie and my brother Emmett. I am a secret slut in my way; I had three guys that I've had sex with since my 8th grade year. We were sort of like friend with benefits, well no we are that. No one ever knew about this secret life of mine. My 8th grade year, my brother was a freshman but got into the in the starting line up on the football team. Not only that but he was the star quarterback. That meant that he would party and for fun he would drag me along, this is where I met Edward, Jasper, and Mike. Now I am just confused do I want I normal life or one with sex, really hot sex.

It was all supposed to start my freshman year of high school all the drama, love and sex. But I had no problem with these things I was not like the other girls at Forks High. I had already had a glimpse of this life with my brother being the star of the football team and me being the girl his friends just fucked with.

Of course Emmett or Charlie did not know of the sex, why would they? I mean he is never home anyway.

I could not do this again I was done and not only with the sex but with everything.

I know what I had to do, I to tell Edward, Jasper, and Mike. I was done. So I sent a text to all of them, saying to call when they were free because I need to tell them something. Mike called about an hour after Jasper they both of which were ok with it because they had other girls. I went to sleep without Edward calling, which was strange because the fact he was always texting or calling me.

The next morning was a Monday which entitled school, so as I was getting dressed someone was beating on the front door. "Coming, hold on a second I will be there." I said as I was walking down the steps. Looking out the peephole in the door I was surprised.

"Um, Edward why are here?"

"I just thought you would want to talk in person." I looked at him and he looked he had cried.

"Now, are you going to tell me why you look like you lost you puppy?"

"Can I come in first I do not want everyone to know" I moved aside so he could come in after I shut the door he began to talk well more like yelled.

"Are you pregnant?" Well, it is a good thing no one is home now.

"What the fuck. You really over think everything way too much. Just because I texted you and said we need to talk that does not mean I am pregnant. Edward you really need to just stop thinking too much."

I looked at him he looked relived.

"So, what was it then?"

"I can't do the friend with benefits deal anymore." I could not take a look at him, I was so embarrassed to tell the guy I had lost my v card to that we not have sex anymore.

"What do you mean by that?"

"Well I really want to be normal you know like have dates, so I was going to take Eric up on his date he had asked me on."

"So there's no more of you and me is there?" I look him, what was he talking about?

"Um, Edward what do you mean by that?" He never look up at me or replied, he just walked out the door and left.

Well that was not what I expected at all.

The way Edward left the conversation both confused and pissed me off. Right now I don't know if I want to take Eric up on his date proposal or not, but what I do know is that I have to get ready for school.

"What am I going to do?" I whispered to myself as I was doing my makeup.

After getting dressed, I try to figure out what the hell he was talking about after fifteen minutes I gave up because I had to go to school.

So I hooped in my car and drove to school only to realize that I had no one waiting on me. I had no one because I had given that up and to be honest I believe I had messed up.

I had to go to home room because of the new semester, to my new schedule. All I am thinking is 'thank god my last name does not end with a C or I would probably be more pissed off about this morning'.

As I was taking my seat by Emmett I tried to not hear Jessica Stanley talking but knowing my luck I ended up hearing the worst part of my day to say the least.

"Oh my God guys, Edward Cullen just like asked me out." I turned my head and looked at her and I could tell she was not lying.

"Are you fucking serious?" I whispered whipping my head around, I did not understand he could have a girlfriend but I could not have a boyfriend because there was an 'us' apparently and I had no clue about.

"What?" Emmett said but of course did not know about the thing that had happened this morning. Where was Emmett you ask well he was staying the night at Rose's house where he practically lives there 24/7.

"Nothing Em, I'm just tired ok?"

"Yeah ok, whatever you say Bells."

The teacher finally had to pass are schedules out since it was time to leave home room for classes we had just found out we were in. And my schedule just sucked there was nothing good but an art class.

Bella's Schedule

Block 1 – Geometry

Block 2 –Honors English Grade 9

Block 3 –Art

Lunch

Block 4 –Physical Education

I had already had gotten my notebook out of my locker so I just walked straight into the class room only to find I am the only one not using the 'uh I could not find my class so that why I am late' excuse.

"Well you're early." Wait I thought I was alone.

"Yeah I did not really feel like mingling today." I looked up and it was the teacher I was talking to and he was beautiful, he had these dark blue eyes and dirty blonde hair. His face had a little stubble on his chin it was wonderful to imaging to what that stubble could make me do.

"Well hello class, my name is James Bower and I will be you teacher for this class." Wait what just happened, I looked at my phone only to realize that I had just spent 10 minutes fantasizing about Mr. Bower.

Well this is awkward.