HELLO MY LOVES! a new story, yay! WARNING: there will be some dark parts, some painful parts, some fluffy part, the whole enchalada! im gonna be conceited and say i havent gotten reviews saying i let you down so i dont plan to let ya down anytime soon.

YOU MUST KNOW i changed breaking dawn a bit...

so Jake never imprinted on demon baby, the pack doesnt seperate 'cause they dun kill baby (read to see why), and well...ive looked up some vultori characters that i forgot since i read BD sow if i use som1 ur no fimiliar with, look it up! lol

disclaimers...yea yea...

enjoy my loves!

(Embry POV)

"Can she please, for the love of god stay outta trouble! Just once!" I heard him yell.

He came in, soaking wet with a frown on his face. I set my book down and raised a brow.

"What trouble did Swan get into this time?" I asked, as I got up to get him a towel. He growled.

"The mind rapist knocked her up. And I have no clue what to do about the leech baby. I mean, we cant have some demon baby running around like the seed of chucky slaughtering people!" He yelled. I just chuckled.

"Calm down, Sam." I said.

Jacob had been depressed when Bella married Cullen. But that changed when he imprinted of Sam's coworker, Destiny Gill. He was happy as can be, but still a little pissed at Bella because of the pain she caused him. And now she was back, and apparently, prego.

"I can't be calm. We've never had anyting like this happne before, and for the first time... I don't know what to do." He murmered and burried his head in his hands.

I sat next to him on the bed, wrapping a towel around him. It had been pouring out, but the thunder hadn't come yet, thankfully. I sat back against the headboard and he laid down, his head resting on my stomach. Things were perfect between us, and I couldn't be happier. Plus the sex was amazing.

"You can't always know what to do, Alpha or not." I said. He sighed.

"I'm getting tired of being Alpha. When the hell is Jake gonna step up, huh?" He said. I frowned.

"You wanna stop phasing?" I asked. I could understand if he'd wanna stop, but I wasn't ready to.

"No. I love being a wolf. But I'm getting tired, Embry. I would be perfectly happy with stepping down and being beta." He explained. I nodded, relieved.

"I can understand taht. Maybe you should talk to Jake. I mean, he's only 17." I said.

"And I was only 19 when I phased. I was lonely for a long time, and I think I did a pretty good job protecting the tribe when I had to run 24 hour patrols with no rest, and no food. Now the pack is huge compared to others like Maka and Hoh. Their are 6 other wolves that can help him along." He retorted.

I sighed, he had a point.

"I guess you right." I murmured as I ran my hand through his hair and down his bare back.

"Embry I was very young when I phased. I thought I had my life planned out. It didn't work that way. Jake will have it easy. Whether he's 17 or 23, he can go to the pack, or me for help. But I can't do this forever." He whispered. I nodded, understanding.

We were quiet for a while, till something popped in my head.

"You're not gonna... kill the spawn are you?" I asked nervously. I wasn't sure how I felt about that. I sighed.

"Maybe...no... I don't know. What else can I do? What if it kills?" He asked.

"When its born, and we start having mysterious kills, then we can point fingers. We can't just go to the Cullen's and kill Swan and her kid. I may hate vamps as much as you, But I couldn't kill a child, Sam." I said.

"You don't know what it could be capable of." He retorted.

"What if the situation was reversed, huh? Even if that's impossible, what would you do?" I countered. He went silent.

"Sam, I don't like the Cullen's, but I don't despise them like you guys do. They have held up their end of the treaty since it was first made. Yes, they have killed in the past, but if we kill a child along with its mother, I don't see how we are any better than them." I said softly. He sighed.

"I guess you're right. All we can do is wait." He siad, defeated. I leaned down and kissed his lips.

"I may not like this situation, and may hate vamps, but I just can't have this on my conscience, and I know you can't either." I whispered.

"You're way to soft for your own good, Embry. And you're making me go soft too." He said with a soft smile. I chuckled lightly.

"Maybe. But you love me for it." I said.

"That I do." He chuckled. I smiled and continued to rub his back.

"Mm, feels good." He mumbled tired.

I smiled and shifted so I was straddled on his his ass and rubbed my hands on his back, gently kneading. I could feel the knots of stress in his back. I worked each knot, from his neck, to the small of his back. He gave a quiet moan as I felt his back loosen up under my hands.

His eyes were closed, probably on the brink of a deep sleep. I leapt down and gently kissed all over his back.

"You have amazing hands." He mumbled softly. I chuckled.

"Sleep." I said, and that's exactly what he did.

I could hear his heartbeat slow down to a steady rhythm. His muscles completely relaxed under my hands. When I was sure he was asleep, I quietly climbed off of him, tying not to wake him up. I pulled the comforter up to his waist and silently hopped off the bed.

I felt kind of bad for Sam. I could see being Alpha for so long was taking a toll. I hope Jake would be ok with simply switching positions. Sam was an amazing leader, and boyfriend. He had helped me forget about Paul. He deserved a break.

I was also still afraid of Emily. She had basically dropped off the face of the earth. Leah had tried to hunt her down, but it was useless. She was shady and crafty. I didn't want to tell Sam I was still afraid that Emily would return, as he wiuld get more worried than he needed to be.

He had enough on his plate.

But I had a feeling she wan't going to give up. Leah talked to me about Emily. She wasn't one to give up. And that's true, then she'll be back. But that's not something Sam neede to worry about now. He had to worry about the Cullen's and that spawn.

It seemed that just when things might slow down, they speed back up again. I thought the pack was going to get a break, but leave it to Swan to kill everyone with stress. And if not stress, then maybe a vampire spawn. I had no clue if it was deadly.

I was afraid I would regret my decision in talking Sam out of killing it. But I would just see what happens.

That's all we could really do. I mean, it just a baby, vampire thing.

How much trouble could it possibly bring?

Oook, IM SORRY ITS SHORT, but eh! its the first chapter, and im still planning how this is gonna go. Plus ive been looking into finding a beta but the list is soooo long and i cant seem to find any who're willing to do slash. who the fuck knew finding a beta would be so damned hard?

eh, forget beta, when im done with this story, my imagination will be fried, and i will go into hibernation!

aaaanyway, if you have any questions about how this story is gonna go down, feel free to message me or watever.

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